I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, I rolled over and checked the time, 7:30, what kind of human would be awake at this time! I picked up the phone and saw who was calling, Liam. "hello" I answered, "hey Ari." I could feel him smiling through the phone, why is he smiling? Its 7:30, who smiles at this time? "I just wanted to check if you were okay?...'cause of, you know,last night." I frowned remembering what happened last night, " yeah I'm fine," I lied,"thanks" I said, and before he could say anything else, I hung up. I closed my eyes, letting a tear escape, and within a matter of seconds, tears were falling, freely down my face, I wasn't really crying because of what Jake did, I probably should be, but I'm not, I'm crying 'cause of Liam, 'cause my feelings are stronger and we're not even as close as we were before, we don't even see each other as much and I want to be closer than we were before, but it's most likely that won't be happening, and it definitely won't happen if he stays with Sophia all the time. I'm going to blame it all on her it's all Sophia's fault that me and Liam are drifting apart.
I closed my eyes hoping to erase all those negative thought's in my head, to fall asleep and when I wake up, its all just a dream, a nightmare. That won't happen though, this is real, and nothing can change that. Nothing, no one can change the past, but anything can change the future, it's just too hard for me. I really can't d much, all I really do now is think about Liam, when I probably shouldn't be, no matter how hard I try he won't love me, I'm just me nothing special. That's the painful truth.
Sad chapter :( I feel sorry for her... yeah its really short...again.