We were at Holly's house packing her things and by 'we' I meant Holly, Liam, Dani, Louis, El, Perrie, Zayn, Niall and I. Niall was in the kitchen packing any food away that we could take and put into our flat and anything else was being sorted into two boxes which were placed by the front door. One box was labelled 'CHARITY' and the other 'CHUCK'. That was Liams idea who was packing any movies that we hadn't seen or got. Dani, El and Perrie were in Holly's room packing her clothes, make-up and hair things, the usual girly stuff I didn't understand. Louis and Zayn were just walking around and packing any necessities. Holly was in the front of the house taking down the photo frames from the walls and threw them into the CHUCK box.
"Why do you wanna throw them away?" I asked and she turned to face me.
"Because I don't want to be one of those hoarders you see on telly. Some things you've just gotta throw away" She said throwing another frame away.
"It's ok to hold onto somethings" I say holding her hands and I was just about to kiss her when the girls came downstairs with the things from her room.
"Ooops sorry for interrupting, but do you want this in your car?" Perrie asked, blushing a little.
"Please" Holly said and Perrie went out to the car.
"Come on guys lets go!" Holly shouted and she left the house to get in her car. The boys followed her and Liam went to pick up the CHUCK box.
"Hang on!" I said, stopping him. I picked up the photograph of Holly on her pointes, the one I saw when I first entered this house. It was good she was leaving this house. It was as if when her parents died the house died with it. I put the photo in a bag and followed the boys into their cars and locked the door, leaving it in an envelope under a bush for when the estate agents come to sell it.
*SKIP CAR RIDE*
We got back to the apartment and I was saying goodbye to everyone except from Holly and Louis of course. I closed the door and walked into my room to help Holly unpack some of her stuff.
"I thought I threw this away Harry!" Holly said, holding the photo I had kept behind, "I didn't want it!" She got really angry and threw it to the ground, smashing the glass in the frame.
"I'm sorry, but you and I both know you don't want to forget your parents completely. You need something to hold on to. They're your parents for fucks sake!" I was yelling now, and she looked just as angry.
"You don't know what it fucking feels like! You still have your parents! Who are you to tell me what to think, feel or say. It's my fucking life and if I want to forget about them then I will." She screamed and then it went silent.
"But you can't" I simply said. And that was when she collapsed. Crying into my chest, making tear marks on my shirt and shaking with emotion. And for the first time in 15 years: She finally broke.
OMg I was crying whilst writing this chapter and I was listening to Diana whilst writing as well. I am really sorry I was crappy this weekend, but I had a dance show all weekend! It was amazing and I got the chance to dance with the 3 year old and they were super cute! Anyways, thank you for the amazing support, 250+ reads and 27 favorites!!! OMG that's amazing! Love you all <3