Maggie comes walking out in sweatpants and a t-shirt and her hair in a high pony tail .
"So everything looks normal . I'm proud of y'all " she walks around the room throwing her dirty things on her bag
"Be proud " I add
We all gather around the t.v and try finding something to watch . We all sit there staring at the t.v for almost an hour . By 10 o clock Maggie's hungry again .
"Maggie everything's probably closed ! " I say practically screaming as she puts her shoes on
"Worth a shot ? " she says grabbing her purse . "Mcdonalds here I come..."
Mathew runs beside her before she can leave whispers something making her give him a "wtf" look then turns and leaves the room .
I stand up before I could do anything else Mathew has me pushed against a wall . Kissing me slowly .
"Babe your gonna make the room beside us file a complaint " I move my hand along the side of his face .
"Do you think I give a fuck " he gives me his evil grin than kisses me again . He pushes my shirt up removing it . He turns me around practically throwing me on the bed . I end up screaming .
"Oh my god babe I'm sorry " he gets beside me as I grip my arms
"My arms .. " I lay there for a second running my hands along arms .
He than starts to press his lips against my arms . I smile . He kisses my stomach . I was officially done .
"One last time , make it fast " I whisper
I cover my face . "God if my parents find out " I mumble
"Their not gonna find out " he mumbles kissing my ear
I sigh "Maggie's gonna be back soon "
"Oh trust me she's not " he laughs
"What did you tell her ?! " I say extreamly loud
"That if she walks in she's gonna wish she hadn't " he laughs again .
I crave his kiss again . I move against him .
"Do you want more " he whispers .
I nod and he moves his hands on me pulling me closer again kissing me .
I got back dressed into gym shorts and than crawled in bed with the mostly dressed Mathew . He lays his hand on my side and turns to face me.
"That was ... Amazing " he says tired I could tell
"It really was " I smile
"Mathew . I really do love you . " he smiles
"But truth is I love you more " right before he could kiss me
"I hope y'all are done because I'm fucking tired " Maggie walks in with her shoes in her hand
"God Maggie ruin the moment " I stare at her .
"Whatever go to sleep . Love birds " Mathew and I laugh and I move my leg over his side and fall asleep with in minuets but not for long ..
"Mathew help help me ! " I wake up screaming .
"Anna , what's wrong " Mathew turns to me running his hands through my hair .
"I don't know ..." I get out . I don't remember what I dreamed that time but my heart was pounding out of my chest .
"Are you okay ? " he ask .
I nod .
"Go back to sleep . Okay . Remember I'm okay Anna nothing's wrong your okay . " he moves his hand along my face .
"I love you " I move closer .
"I love you too " he plants a kiss on my lips than I close my eyes and go to sleep .
I wake up silently this time . I get out of bed and start trying to find Maggie's bag I find her purse and start dumping it out . Damn it . I think . I start shifting through my bag and can't find it . I start to walk towards Mathew bag when I hear .
"Anna ? " I turn to see Maggie sitting up staring at me
"What are you doing " she adds
I ignore her and continue to look through bags .
"Mathew wake up " I hear a pillow being thrown
"Babe what are you doing "
I ignore him and start walking towards the bathroom he trys grabbing me but I keep walking .
"Anna what are you doing ?! "
"I don't want this fucking child " I say and start opening and closing drawers
"Anna what child " Maggie says coming into the doorway
"The one that's inside of me ! " I scream
"Anna your not pregnant " both of them say
"Fuck where is it ! " I run my hands on the counter
"What are you looking for " they say in unison
"Something to make me not have a child " I grumble .
"Anna your not pregnant " Mathew grabs my hands .
"Get off of me ! " I shout .
"Go to bed first ! " he shouts back .
Maggie's still at the doorway observing .
"It will be to late ! " I scream .
"Anna stop " he trys putting his hands on my face
I smack him away . He quickly grabs my sides and picks me up slinging me over his shoulder .
"Put me down you son of a bitch " I scream trying to hit him
"Maggie grab her hands please " Mathew says .
Maggie attempts to grab my hands but I end up punching her in the nose .
"Don't ever touch me ! " I scream as she falls to the ground .
Mathew throws me on the bed .
"Lay down ! " he screams I attempt to kick him but he catches my foot .
"No hate you ! I hate all you stupid bitches !!! I hate you I hate you ! " I keep screaming and I keep trying to kick and hit him I hear them both talking to each other someone eventually does something making me pass out .
I wake up Sunday morning . I'm the only one awake and for some reason our room is a mess . I get up and start putting stuff back in my bag .
"Anna ? " Mathew ask sitting up
"Good morning babe " I smile at him
"Good morning ? How do you feel ? " he asks what does he mean ?
"What do you mean ? " I ask zipping my suit case back "whys our room such a mess ?"
"Do you not remember?"
"What ? " I ask again
"Anna you said you were pregnant and tore the room apart trying to find something that made you not . " he tries avoiding eye contact . I get up and walk over to were he's sitting up in bed .
"Your kidding ... " I mumble I notice A bruise on the side of his face .
"I'm not .. " he's still avoiding eye contact .
"What happened to your face ? " I ask quietly .
"You hit me . Kicked me . And called me a son of a bitch and said you hated me " he mumbles .
I put my hands to my mouth . "No your lying I wouldn't do that . Mathew I wouldn't . " I feel tears start to rise .
He stands up ignoring me and walks to the bathroom shutting the door . I hear the water turn on meaning he's probably in the shower . I could've done that I think to my self . I look to where Maggie is starting to wake up . She sits up and looks around her face and is also red and her nose looks weird .
"Maggie ?" I start examining her face
"Anna . Why . What . I just don't . " I put my hands to my face .
"I don't know. I honestly don't . "
She crawls out of bed and throws her shoes on and leaves not saying another word. I sit there for a while Mathew comes out of the bathroom wearing only a towel . I turn away and he puts clothes on . We sit there silently till Maggie walks in carrying something .
"What's that ? " I mumble
She sets it in my hands
"Pregnancy test . Take it . Now . " she says really bitchy.
I get up without a word and walk to the bathroom I follow the instructions than sit on the cold tile floor and wait. I almost scream when I saw the results . I run out of the bathroom
"I'm not pregnant " I say .
"I knew it " Mathew says under his breath .
"Good . " Maggie adds.
~We hardly say anything till it's time to start packing to leave ~
I run my hand over my stomach. "Could you imagine " I mumble mostly to my self .
"Yeah I could actually . I imagine me and you together with you and our baby together a happy family you not trying to kill it . " Mathew says violently folding a shirt .
"Why can't you understand . I don't remember that I had no control of what I said ! " I say loudly turning to him .
"Anna if you were pregnant and last night you actually found something . You could have killed it . You could have killed your self in the process . Why don't you understand that ! " Maggie silently watches as she re organizes her bag .
"I do! I understand that I could've .but it wasn't purposely ! You know that and if I did kill it I would have never forgiven my self ! "
"GOOD because I never would've forgiven you ether " he screams making eye contact for the first time .
I turn and walk out of the room with tears streaming down my face . I walk around the hotel for around 30 minuets I pack my suitcase silently in the hotel room . We get on the taxi which takes us to the air port taking us home.
We get back around midnight my mom picking us up she ask a few questions but we she doesn't get an answer so she stops asking .
I pull my bags up the stairs change clothes than pass out . I wake up multiple times in the night sometimes from screaming sometimes from the thoughts . I wake up the next morning drowsy .
I walk to the bus stop ignoring everyone. We get to school I have tons of people trying to hug me . I hug back but quickly stop . The day goes by super slow . I get called up to the office about my missing days making me miss the bus .
"Fuck ! " I scream walking in the rain back towards the building .
"Anna ! " I hear someone I turn and see Ryder running toward me
"I was just leaving do you need a ride " he ask .
I nod .we start walking toward his car and I sit in the passenger seat not bothering to buckle up .
Ryder trys to start a conversation , but all I do is stare at the rain pouring down . We start to go around a sharp curve when things start happening quickly . Ryder slams the breaks I go slinging forward. Then everything goes black .
~ MATHEWS P.O.V ~
I sit on the bus wondering why she's not there I felt bad for everything that has happened . I start my walk home when Anna's mom comes running out of her house crying I run to meet her .
"What's wrong . "
"Anna . Car crash . Not breathing . " I instantly frezzee
"We have to go . I'll get my mom to drive " I manage to get out .
"No . No . Her step dad will . " I nod and we all get in the car . The car ride to the hospital is pretty quite i sit there quietly praying the whole time . This can't be happening . I say to my self .
As soon as the car comes to a hault both Anna's mom and I jump out running toward the E.R .
"Where Anna - Bell rece!? " her mom screams as we run in .
A nurse gestures us into a room where no one is .
" mrs . Rece . She's not breathing . She's in surgery right now . " the nurse says
I couldn't hold it I put my hands to my face and start balling . I hear someone enter and I quickly turn toward the door . Ryder walks in with his arm in a cast I quickly stand .
"How could you let this fucking happen ! To her she was so perfect and fragile . This is all your fucking fault you son of a bitch . " I give him a shove but sit back down .
She's gone .
End of book one .
Well this is the end of book one there is a second book . What will happen is Anna okay or will Mathew have to live without her.
Okay so I seriously need to be honest I almost cried writing this and I'm sorry the last parts happened so quickly . Please tell me whatcha y'all think thanks :D