20. Winter Break..
It was Christmas break and I was back at home. It's been about a month since all that crap with Bailey happened. Niall still hasn't talked to me. Part of me wanted just to give up on boarding school. It seemed like too much drama and pain. The girls want to do a Christmas thing right before New years eve. So I had to go back tonight sometime. I was stalling the best I could.
Then I walked into my brother's room to see him and Ariel fucking. I wanted to run away and scream but I just stood there. I couldn't move. I was frozen, even though I already knew about them doing this. Ariel noticed me and let out a high pitch scream which made my sister come running. She stopped by my side and stared at them.
"What the hell..." She muttered. Clearly she didn't know about them fucking around. "Ariel is this what you really been doing behind my back!?"
"It's not what it looks like!" She cried.
"You're such a liar..." The words leaked out of my mouth before I realized what I said. "You two have been sleeping together since Jake died, probably even before. You have just been using me to get close to my sister just to get even closer to my brother. You aren't a true friend. You're faker than fake. I thought that there was this guy who was the exact same to you but I was wrong. Because he's changed." I walked away without saying another word. I headed down the stairs and heard someone following me. I turned around to see Ash staring at me with worried eyes.
"Are you okay?" She asked.
"Yeah I'm fine." I lied. "I'm heading back to school now though."
She didn't say anything else. She just stood there and watched me walk out the door. Truth was I wasn't sure I wanted to go back to school but I knew I didn't want to stay here. I got into my car and drove. I was blaring the music to try to get the thoughts out of my head. As I turned the corner I felt something ram into the side of my car. Suddenly I felt pain filling my body. I rubbed my temple and looked at my hand realizing I was bleeding. I moved my head gently and noticed that someone had crashed into me. The sound of sirens filled my ears before everything went black. My whole body was in pain. Everything was dark and no matter how loud I screamed no one would answer me. I cried and prayed that I wasn't dead. I didn't want to die yet. I have so much left to do.
Suddenly I heard a bunch of people screaming and yelling. I flickered my eyes opened and looked around gently. My family was screaming and crying as the pulled me to the back of the ER. Ariel wasn't around. I stared up at the lights before closing my eyes again. Everything went silent once more.