4 Way Heart

It hasn't always been easy for me, but when Harry became famous it was worse. I couldn't make friends, people started to hate me just because of my brother, and it was lucky that I even got spoken to by one person. I had no one.
Dad kicked Harry out for getting into, the now famous, band without his knowledge and after that we lost contact with each other. Before Harry got chucked out there of course was one person who acknowledged me but it was complicated. In the end he broke my heart, and now I have to live with the bad memories, and wonder if my brother even remembers me anymore.
*Please Note: Some details are not real, as in Harry's relatives and stuff like that, and I have changed them from real life for my storys purpose.* Fantastic cover made by mybestfriendisapenguin_xX, thank you!*


28. I'm Sorry


As I sat crying I heard a knock at the door. I didn't move, I couldn't, I didn't want to see or speak to any one. There was a knock again and I forced myself to slowly haul myself towards the door.

I crawled pathetically over to it when I noticed that a note had been slid under the door. I frowned at it at first, before picking it up, leaning against the door as I sat on the floor and stared at my name written on the front for a while.

Finally I got the courage to wipe away my tears from my face, my eyes still stinging painfully as I started to unfold the note. I started to read, my heart beat quick and loud in my ears.


I'm sorry.

I'm such an idiot sometimes. I don't always think and I do things I regret a lot. I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm so sorry. I'll never forgive myself for it. I was just annoyed. You mean so much to me. I want you to be happy but when you push me away I feel sad. When I get sad I do stupid things and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I'll never be able to stop saying sorry to you because I'm a complete b*****d and I deserve to be shouted at. I realise now that you're much better of without me. I'm a complete idiot, I shouldn't have let you trust me. I shouldn't have let myself fall in love with you because I always hurt people in the end. Always.

I love you Annie to the point that it hurts. I shouldn't love you though. You're right that we shouldn't have started something against Harry's rules. I've been so foolish and so stupid. I'm so sorry for everything, I hope you can forgive me. I won't be able to forgive myself and you don't have to forgive me because I deserve it. I just can't go without saying this.

I will never forget you, I promise you. I will never forget you Annie but I have to go now. I have to leave you alone like you told me from the start and stop hurting you. I don't want to hurt you any more and I'm sorry I ever did hurt you. I'm so sorry Annie.

I love you.


Liam. X


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