It's been two months since I last saw Louis and I really miss him, it's my birthday and I miss him that much that I would die to see him again. I wanna tell him how much I love him, I know it sounds mushy and all but I do! I'll send him a text.
'My Boobear, I hope that wherever you are right now, you'll remember me and the moments we shared. I hope that we will share more in the future. Don't worry because I'm not breaking up with you, I just wanted to tell you that I love you, always have, always will. If there comes a time when we're not together, just remember that you're my boobear and I'm your katy kat and nothing could change that. I loved you before you went on the X Factor. I've loved you since year 9, when I first met you! You probably don't remember that moment when we met, let me remind you...
I walked into form when I was the new girl, you were the most popular boy in the whole school. There was only one seat left and that was next to you. When I first saw you, I thought you'd be a right bastard, but I got to know you. We became friends and I took your popularity from you. That turned me into a right bitch, but you changed that. You kept me grounded. Then we left and we never contacted each other. I love you Louis and I wish that you were here with me!'
I read it through before sending it. I got a text back saying 'Turn around!' . I turned around to see Louis stood there.
"Isn't she lovely, Isn't she wonderful..." He began to sing. At the end of the song he got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. Of course the answer was yes!
"That text you sent me, babe" Louis said. "You meant every word of it?"
"Every single word, babe!" A tear rolled down his cheek. Did I really make him cry?
"Babe, you're crying!" I said and gave him a hug.
"Just leave it babe. You're right! I didn't remember!"
"Anyway, Mr Tomlinson, what are you doing back in London?" I ask. Wasn't he supposed to be on tour?
"Well, Mrs Tomlinson, we had a break so I came to see you. Weeeelll I say 'I' but I really mean 'We'" And with that Liam, Niall, Harry, Zayn, Ashton, Luke, Calum and Michael came running into my house.
"Oh and they don't know about that!" Louis whispered and pointed down to my hand where I had my engagement ring.
"Happy Birthday!" They shouted. Shit! I forgot it was my birthday. I'm 19 and I got engaged on my birthday!
It's like 11 O'clock at night and I'm still up. All the guys fell asleep, all of them apart from Luke. We're just sat awkwardly. I'm just sat on my phone, I keep looking up to see Luke looking at his phone.
Sat with @Luke5SOS! Damn, this shit is awkward!
I laughed to look up to see Luke looking at me like I'm weird. We stare at each other for a bit but then burst out laughing, forgetting that the others were asleep!
"Shit Luke! The guys are asleep!" I laughed.
"Shit, they are!" Luke is like my new bestfriend. We get along really well, we both have the same sense of humor and we both are from Australia because my mum's Australian.
I put my earplugs in and go on youtube. I search 'Five Seconds Of Summer' and find this song...
I really love this song! Luke came over and saw I was watching it. He smiled and sat next to me.
"You like the song?" He asked
"Yeah, Out of My Limit, Gotta Get Out and Beside You are really good as well!"
"Damn, you're a stalker!" He laughed.
"Not a stalker, more like a fan! Can't I search people when I get bored?" I asked. "Well, it's getting late, we should probably get some sleep."
"Can't we talk for a bit? I like talking to you, Katy!" Luke said.
"Okay!" I sighed. I like Luke, it's just been a long day, if you get what I mean.
"So, what's that?" Luke asked, pointing to my ring.
"Luke, I'll tell you, if you promise you won't tell anyone else!"
"Louis proposed. Right before the rest of you came in. He told me not to tell anyone but I can trust you! You're a good friend, Luke!" I said and looked him in the eyes...
"'You're a good friend, Luke!'" The words kept re-playing in my mind. I don't want to be her friend, I want to be more that that! I know that's impossible now because she's engaged to Louis. When she looks into my eyes, it's like true love! I want to kiss her, but that would be stupid! I'm gonna do it though! I pull her closer and kiss her on the lips. We stay like that for a few seconds, but she pulls away.
"Luke... I love you... but I... I" She said. She said she loves me!
"I know! But you're engaged to Louis. I just love you and I want you to know that!" That's it! I've ruined our friendship! I've let my feelings out but we won't be friends any more!
"Luke, I want you to know that I will still be friends with you! I won't let one kiss ruin that!"
"Well, I better get some sleep. Night Katy!" It's like 1 in the morning! I need my beauty sleep! Ha, joke! I've got inspiration for a song now...
She's dropping out of school coz she don't need the grades,
The colours in her hair don't seem to fade,
I get dressed up when I go out,
But she gets dressed down....