Behind that smile

They told him he was worthless
Girls rejected him
All he wants are friends
His mother died last week
His fathers in jail
He lives with his cousin
Tears fall down
He cuts his wrists
He takes the pills
He sleeps peacefully with the angels

(I made that poem about suicide) ^^


5. Nandos

Lucy's POV

"Boys I think we should go to nandos!" Louis yells. "Yeah sure!"

"Nah I don't want to go I'll stay here!" I shout back. "I'll stay with Lucy then!" Harry shouts. "Byee then!" Louis shouts and you hear the front door close. "So what do you want to do? We're all alone for 2 hours." Harry smirks. And pushes me against a wall and starts kissing me. "No Harry I'm not ready for this I'm only 19."

"Yeah soo what I'm ready and you'll do whatever I say!" What does he mean I'll do what ever he says? That's stupid! "I'm not your slave!"

"Oh but you are." Here we go.

Niall's POV

"Niall what do you want to order?"

Nikki smiles at me. I take my order. "Niall that's a lot to order you fat waist of space!" Liam says and every one but me and Nikki laugh. After we all finish I walk up to my room and sit on my bathroom floor. I get my razor I used this morning to shave and I pull out a single blade. I don't bother closing my bathroom door because no one will care any way. I cut one last time one for every boy in the band including me and I cut a few more times and now blood was gushing out of my wrist. "I'm leaving now are you happy?" I grab the sleeping pulls and pour it all in my hand.

Nikki's POV

"What the fuck is wrong with you 3 idiots why would you treat such an innocent boy like that!"

"Don't you ever talk to me like that!!" He pushes me into Niall's room and I hear rattling in the bathroom and I hit Niall's hand so they all the sleeping pills fall on the floor. "Niall what's why are you doing that?"

"They hate me I'm not meant to be here!" He cries and starts picking up all the pills. I stop him and open his hand. He stares at me. "Just let me do this. please." I wrap my arm around him. "Niall if you end your life now the band will break up, fans will be committing suicide and cutting because they adored you soo much, you guys saved 1000s of lives. The boys are nothing without you" he breaks down I tears and we stry hugging. "Thank you, you're an amazing person and I-I love you."

"I lo-" I was cut off by him blacking out I didn't realise he cut his wrists about 11 times he lost too much blood.

Niall's POV

I woke up in a familiar place. "Am I in hospital?"

"Yes." Nikki holds my hand and I look to the back of the room as all the boys are there they don't care. Lucy walks in with a doctor. "Hello Mr Horan how are you feeling?"

"Depressed and unwanted." She nods and flashes him a weak smile. "You're on 72 hour watch. You can come home in 3 days."

"Okay thankyou." Lucy smiles. The doctor walks out. "What do you guys have to say for yourselves?"

"We're sorry. NOT!" Zayn says and the boys laugh. "Lucy come on."

"I think I'm going to stay with Niall and Nikki for a while."

"fucking come here now you bitch or there will be another episode of what happened the other day." She rushes over to Harry and he forces his arm around her. How could you treat a girl like that. "Nikki come here!" Louis shouts. "No."

"Don't you dare talk to me like that! Come here!"

"I'm not leaving Niall's side." Liam gets Nikki's hair and drags her to Louis. There was nothing I could do he did it soo fast. "Bye every one, I'll find a way home don't worry." The boys laugh and walk out. Lucy looks like she going to slap Harry and Nikki looks like she's going to cry. I knew they left the building because my twitter went crazy. "Liam,Louis,Zayn,Harry,Lucy and Nikki have just left the hospital. Niall is not with them."

"Niall's in the hospital I was just looking through his hospital room he has cuts on his arms." My eyes widen and I chuck my phone across the room. I get up and get my phone. Liam tweeted something. "Guys it's not Niall! We were all visiting a friend in hospital and Niall is sleeping at home. He doesn't know the friend." I roll my eyes. Then Harry tweets, "also Niall is not cutting him self!" And then a the hashtag #prayfor1Dfriend was now trending. I'm about to put my phone down when I get 7 text messages.

Harry: "HEYYY guess who's virginity I took?"

Nikki: "hey Niall! How are you honey?"

Nikki: "are you okay?"

Lucy: "I need to talk to you when you get home Harry's done something and I only trust you!"

Louis: "you touch my sister I'll fucking kill you!"

Liam: "I wish you died you Irish piece of shit!"

Zayn: "I'm really sorry pleaseeee forgive me? I feel terrible you nearly died!" I replied to all of them.

To Harry: "oh let me guess Lucy?"

To Nikki: "yes I'm fine thanks for asking can't wait to see you x"

To Lucy: "alright I'll be there for you!"

To Louis: "really?"

To Liam: "so do I!"

To Zayn: "sure I forgive you :-)" I instantly get a text back from Nikki, "that's awesome can't wait to see you as well byee xx" I smile at her text. 10 minutes later I get a text back from Harry, "yeahh!!!" I roll my eyes. 4 minutes later I get another text from Louis, "yes so don't you dare!" Then Zayn texts me, "thanks soo much! I'm coming to visit you." I smile. Well Zayn has turned around. 20 minutes later Zayn walks in. "Look I'm soo sorry and I cant believe I did that."

"It wasn't just you!" I hug him. 3 days are finally over and Zayn is taking me home. "Hey Zayn thanks for being my friend." I smile at him and he starts laughing. "You actually thought I was your friend Niall couldn't you see it was a joke?"

"Oh." I turn my head to face the window and I start crying. But I stop when we get home. I run up to Lucy's room. "Hi Lucy what's up?" She runs up to me and starts crying. She locks the door ,leads me to her bed and we sit down. "What happened with Harry?"

"He raped me." She holds her head down in shame. I hug her. Harry bursts through the door. "There you are!" He stares at Lucy and drags her out the room. I mouth to her, 'I'll help you don't worry' she nods tears brimming her eyes. "Boys boys!" I run downstairs. "Harry's trying to rape Lucy!"

"What are you talking about She's been getting lucky for the passed 3 days." Zayn smirks. I heard screaming coming from up stairs. "Fine if you guys don't help I will!" I sprint upstairs. I start banging on the door until 4 bodies are on top of me punching me and hitting me. I didn't mind I hope it killed me. And then the boys stop and put their ear to the door because we all heard her screaming for help. "Harry don't!"

"Please don't this it isn't right!"

"Yes it is baby." I'm done trying. I walk to Nikki's room. "How is it going?"

"Good..." I look down. "Awhh Niall!" She kisses my lips for a good 20 seconds until I feel a sharp pain in my head. Louis just punched me in the head. "LOUIS!" She shouts. He turns to look at her and he slaps her in the face and she falls to the ground. "You act like you care about your sister but you hit her!" I shout at Louis. I run over to Nikki. "Are you okay?"

"No I'm not!" She cries and Louis walks out smirking.

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