A couple hours after the kiss
That moment in Louis’ classroom was wonderful. We kissed and ofcourse I want that every night.
I’m happy I punched those guys and ofcourse I’m happy with that job together with Louis.
I need to do it the whole week and together with the love of my life can it be better?
I think I love him and I wanna keep him, like forever.
Later after school Liam wants to talk to me, so I’m gonna do that first and then I’m gonna help Louis out..
Owh gosh , that sounded really weird…
Liam said it was something really importing and it looks importing too.. I’m kinda curious..
But right now I’m looking forward to this evening together with mister Tomlinson.
Gonna talk to Harry later on, just one hour left..
Then I maybe know something more about the whole Zayn thing I’m still abit shocked that he kissed me.. And I just can’t believe it, and why did he do that?
He knows I have a boyfriend right? And I thought he was just for the girls? I’m really confused.
But I also need to focus on Niall right now, tomorrow is our anniversary and I want it to be perfect and unforgettable..
I hope Niall sees it so too, because I love him so much.. I gave my parents a SPA weekend for them from this Friday till Sunday so me and Niall have more than enough time for ourselves.
Niall loves my parents and they love him but he is kinda shy he doesn’t like to cuddle and kiss infront of them. That’s why he wanted that they were gone and I want it for a other reason…
But they are gonna get ready today and tomorrow morning they are gone till Sunday evening, they have dinner in that hotel over there and there is in Manchester. I hope they have a good time, they diserf some good time together, and all my sisters are out of town. Nothing can makes that day till an hel, and were hoping from the bottom of our hearts that nothing go’s wrong..
I have the perfect gift for him and I hope he likes it. I don’t care what he has for me, and to be honest I don’t even want something, I just want him for the whole weekend.
Finely the bell rings and I take my stuff and walk outside. I look at my phone and I see that I have a text from Harry,
From Haz: Heey Liam, Gonna be abit later wait for me at the income hall. Haz x
To Haz: Okayy, I’ll be waiting there on you. See you later. X
Okay, I know that outside is a bank where I can sit. And wait for Harry..
I look at my phone because I wait on a text from Niall, he is gonna pack his stuff home and already going to my house. I said I needed to stay after on school, I don’t like lying to Niall but I need to when I tell him he will be furious and I don’t wanna see that to be honest..
I push the button “sent” and walk outside. After the little corner that little bank stands..
I walk to that and when I turn around to walk, I see a familiar face, my eyes go wide..
‘Z-Zayn, what are you doing here?’
‘I’m sorry, Liam’
‘Why, I- I don’t understand anymore. Can you explane it to me please? I was worried but I am it more now than this morning’
‘I can’t, you wouldn’t understand me right now because I don’t understand it myself right now’
I don’t know it anymore! What?
I sit down next to him
‘Zayn please, I will try to get it. But I will be relieved, please tell me’
‘I’m gonna try, but I’m don’t gonna ask you to understand me’
‘okay, start talking now’
‘well, a week or two before Harry came to our school I started to have feelings for you. I know I lied about it, but I didn’t knew it myself. That feeling was getting stronger and stronger and then Mister Tomlinson knew about it and he said I needed to be honest about it to my girlfriend and then be honest to you. Then came Demi to me and talked to me and then I have said it to Perrie this morning and she understood it but I want you to understand me and I know I’m only dreaming because you will never love me like you love Niall, and I can’t do it anymore. I’m really in pain right now, but I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to believe, my feelings, you, Demi. But please Liam don’t be mad at me I know what I did this morning wasn’t the right thing to do and I’m really sorry’
My mound just felt open like wtf! Zayn has feelings for me what?! He is really emotional right now and some tears come down his face, what do I need to do?
‘What?! Zayn, am I such a terrible person that you don’t tell me you have feelings for me? Ofcourse I’m not mad at you but you need to understand me too. I love Niall, me and Niall are almost a year together. And I’m sorry but I don’t feel you that way. I don’t want to hurt you, but that’s the truth, and I want to keep you as my best friend but nothing more, I hope you understand that..’
‘Oh, Liam that’s just amazing you’re an amazing person too!!’
He comes closer to me again and he just kisses me again, I try to push him off but I can’t…
I see Liam and somebody.. I don’t know who it is..
I come closer and I see it’s Zayn and I smile because they are talking..
But just on the moment I wanna say hey, Zayn kisses Liam.. Like what?!
Liam tries to pull Zayn off but he doesn’t let go, wtf do I have to do?
I walk to them
Liam finely gets Zayn off of him and jumps up.
‘What the fuck Zayn!!! I just told you I can’t and I doesn’t have feelings for you! Don’t you understand English? For Gods sake! This was the last thing! I ask you not to bother me anymore, I got to go. To my boyfriend! It’s tomorrow our anniversary you know!
This was the last thing you did to me, you understand?!’
Liam yells at Zayn and then he runs away..
Can someone explane me what this was? But quick I need to go, Louis waits for me…