Well hello! Thank you for 'liking' my previous movellas:) if you haven't read them, here are the links(I encourage you to read them if you haven't in order for you to fully grasp the situation that the characters are in);
2.Riding A Rollercoaster
Otherwise, you can find them on my profile page:)
Without further ado, Enjoy!
It's been eleven months since she left. It still hurts. It's probably why I've been drinking so much and coming home drunk, sometimes waking up in bed with a naked girl whose name I couldnt remember beside me. It hasn't been easy.
I haven't tried to contact her,like she stated. If she wanted to come back to this....to me, she'd know where to find me. Her aunt and sisters swung by a week after she left to visit and pick up her belongings. She didn't even want to see me.
As for the band,business is as usual. We've dropped a new album which has received a great response, we've won several awards, hosted 1D day on November 23rd and we've just announced the details to our upcoming Where We Are tour.
The lads have been trying to cheer me up. I haven't been myself lately. When you lose someone you love so much, I guess you lose a part of yourself as well. I know they're having a hard time too. Especially Harry and Zayn.
Liam asked, well, more like insisted that I tag along the X Factor show tonight. So here I am. I make sure to smile when I see cameras or people looking at me.
Liam has a dinner planned with Danielle, who's performing tonight. They aren't dating, just a dinner between friends,he said. Besides, his relationship with Sophia is going fine.
I'm barely paying attention to the show.
Two more performances to go.
The contestant comes out and walks to stand by the mic. I still remember how I felt 4 years ago when I was in her position. The dancers strut onto the stage and take their positions. I spot Danielle who's candidly talking to another girl with blonde hair tied into a high ponytail. Her back is to us so I can't see her face.
The dancers stand right in front of the stage, smiling into the audience. Danielle recognizes Liam and I and smiles at us. The girl in front of us recognizes us too. Her eyes widen and she straightens her posture. I give her a small smile and she bites her lower lip nervously, like she did when she got nervous.
The music starts. It's catchy, has a RnB vibe. She loved this genre of music. She wouldn't stop humming American Boy and several Little Mix songs like Move or How Ya Doin'. Did I mention Zayn and Perrie are engaged?
The dancers start moving and the contestant starts singing. She's amazing.
They twirl and turn and twist and jump, always with a smile on their face. They exchange positions so that there's a new dancer in front of me every 5 minutes. The audience cheers and applause estatically, clearly enjoying the spectacle as expected from a live show.
The music dies down and the dancers move slower. They stop exchanging positions and the final dancer poses in front of me, her arms placed gracefully in the air. She eyes rest on me and her smile falters.
And that's when I see her. It's always gotta be her.
It's always gotta be you.