I didn't know what I actually felt for her, but something told me that she was more then just a friend, cause I guess we was that now. We had spent the whole day with the boys and the first time we met, we had as much fun as we had today.
But just like last time, I could tell that she hold back. She didn't show her real face, she was hiding behind a mask, that wasn't the real her.
It was I weird thought and every time I tried to let it go, it came running back. I couldn't get rid of it and somehow I couldn't deny it. Cause I could see it, see how she didn't show the real her. But still I wasn't sure.
We went to my bedroom and she just sat down on the bed. I walked over to sit beside her, trying to get as close as possible to her, but she just moved away and turned to look at me.
"I... I wondering why you won't let me go? Cause you know I have to leave tomorrow, right?", she said with a little voice. A beautiful and sweet voice.
"I just don't want you to leave, not like you did last time. I won't let go of you that easy, cause I really like you, more than all the other girls I met. That's why. And yeah, I know you have to leave tomorrow.", but she didn't answer. She looked shocked, like she hadn't expect me to say that.
"I... Maybe it was a mistake staying here. I'd better go home. I shouldn't had staid at the first place.", she said and stood up, ready to walk out of the room. But before she got a change to take a step, I quickly grabbed her wrist.
"NO! Don't you dare to do that again! Why are you always leaving? What are you so afraid of?"
"I'm not afraid. Let me go!"
"What are trying to prove, huh? That you the strongest of us? That you can do what you want? But guess what you can't!", she said and grated her wrist out of my hand.
"Why do you always have to go? Tell me!", I said with a loud voice.
"I can't, okay!? I wish a could, but I just can't!", she also talked with a loud voice.
"Why?! Why can't you just tell me? I'm not gonna tell anyone. I'll keep your secret, I promise you!", I said and then she just looked confused at me, didn't know what to say I guess. She tried to find the words to say, maybe preparing to say it.
"You won't believe me if told you!", she whispered.
"I'll try to, if just could tell me and explained it, maybe I would understand. But you have to tell me!"
"Okay okay, I'll try. You see I'm... Not... A human. I'm a vampire.", she finally said.
"You're... You're what?!"
"I knew you wouldn't believe it!"
"But... How? How can you not be a... A vampire?"
"Do you want prove? Cause I can give you that. I can!"
"Yeah, I want prove, cause vampire doesn't exist. It's just a myth!"
"Alright, but just remember you asked for it!", she said.
What happened next was unbelievable. First she pushed me back at the bed, with a strange like superman. Then she jumped up in the bed, so she was above me and moved her face down to my neck. All that happened so fast, that I nearly couldn't see what she did. When she stopped a few centimeters from my neck, with open mouth so I could feel her breath on it, my heart started beating so fast, that I was sure she could feel it and hear it. Probably also smell it.
"Do you believe me now?", she whispered.
"Ye... Yes.", I said afraid of moving a single muscle
"Good!", then she moved away, say straight up and turned to look at me. "Now you know. I can't tell anyone! I'm not supposed to tell you. God!! Jackson would kill me if he founds out!"
"A friend of mine. Actually he was the one that turned me.", she interrupted me.
Now that I know your darkest secret
Don't turn your back on me
Now that he knew, I couldn't go. Not jet. Cause he seemed to accept the fact, that I'm not a human, but a bloodthirsty vampire. And at some point I liked that about him. Give a person like me a change, even when I don't deserve it.
"Why can you look at me and don't be disgusted? Why even trust me?", I questioned knowing the answer.
"Because it don't change who you are. Yes, it change what you are, but not who you are."
"And how do you now, who I am?"
"I don't. A little do I now, but not all. And that's what I want to find out."
"You do? Why?"
"I don't know. All I know is, that you have started something inside me, that can't be stopped.", he said with a smile.
"I really have to go now, but I promise to come over tomorrow, okay?", I said hoping that he would let me go. There was something I got to do, like get control over my thousands of thoughts.
"Really? Do you have to go? I mean, promises can be broken!"
"I know, but I promise you I'll be back tomorrow. Please! I really need to go, even that I don't want to."
"Fine, but if you brake your promise..."
"I won't!", I interrupted him, so he wouldn't go too far. Cause that will just be embarrassed for both of us.
"Okay. See ya tomorrow then?", he said.
Then we said goodbye and I left him stand alone.