19. THE END!....... or is it?!
What do I do, if I walk in she might get scared and trip then she is gone but if I don't walk in she might die never knowing that I love her. I truly honest to God love her.
" Goodbye Zayn... " was all I heard before I found myself running into her room and holding her up so the rope wouldn't strangle her.
" Zayn?!?!" she yelled. I ignored her and reached for the rope, I got it and took it away from her neck and let he slide down into my arms where I held onto her like my life depended on it.
" Why" was all I could say without completely tearing up and breaking down.
" Because " what kind of an answer was THAT?!!
" because? you know I nearly died when I heard what you said!"
" Like you would care !" her voice was hoarse and teary.
" IM IN LOVE WITH YOU ANNA "
" IM IN LOVE WITH YOU ANNA! " wait did he just say that.. did the guy im in love with JUST say he was in love with me... no no one cares why should he?!
" Couldn't you have just let me die?!! Then I wouldn't have to stay heart broken over your lies!" I really couldn't take the heart ache anymore it was eating me up inside and crushing my entire existence. I felt as though Depression and Suicide were living creatures, friends almost whom whispered in either side of my ears, Depression would cry into my ear and tell me that im not good enough whilst suicide would tell me that death was my only way out of the pain.
" My feelings for you were never fake or lies ANNA IM IN LOVE WITH YOU OK!" he screamed and held me closer then pushed me against him and our lips smashed together. His eyes shut and his eyebrows furrowed. He moved his lips and mine moved with his. my eyes were wide as our mouths moved in sink into the most powerful, most passionate kiss I have ever felt against my lips. Our tongues soon danced against each other as Zayn held me closer. I had kissed back, out of love for the first time...
he pulled away and our eyes met dazzling dreamily we stared deeper into each others eyes.
" Zayn.." I began.
" I love you too ...."