3. the end
I woke up to bright lights. It took me a few moments before I realized where I was. "H-hello?" I had heard someone snoring next to me. "Keaton! Oh my god your awake!" I was confused. "How long have I been asleep?" My brother stared at me. "Three days."
I was shocked. "H-has anyone come to visit me...?" I asked secretly hoping Harry had. "Just me and mum. Damn. "Keaton" he started looking nervous "Why? Why would you do that to yourself?" I was suddenly aware of the plaster on my wrist. I didn't know what to say. "Uhm well..." I started but burst into tears. Ryan stood up and made his way over to me. "Scoot over." He said. And I did. We sat there for about 15 minutes. He just held me while I cried. Finally when I calmed down I started. "Well you know...how I've done this before...for small reasons." He looked sad and said he never knew and why I would do it before "well I have some body image issues...and with all the fighting..." He nodded and asked me to continue. I explained what had happened with Harry. "Keaton I'm so sorry I wish I could have been there when you got home..so you wouldn't have done this." I was on the verge of tears "I loved him. I loved him and he left! He hasn't even visited me, he doesn't love me anymore and it's killing me!" Ryan rubbed my back in a circular pattern with his palm. "You know-" he started changing the subject "mum has been here the whole time too. She just got called into work this morning. "What time is it?" I asked him absent mindedly "5:57" he replied. Wow. "When can I leave?" He looked at me kindly and said in a soft voice "the doctors said once you were up you could leave but to be careful because you lost a lot of blood. You'll probably be weak for a few days." I couldn't think of a response so I just nodded and got up and headed to the bathroom with the bag that had some of my clothes in it. "Thankyou for packing me a bag Ryan" I said as I shut the door. "No worries.
It didn't hit me until we were home from the hospital that me and Harry were acctually over. And I burst I to tears yet again.
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