Why did this had to happen? Why did I need to fall in love with him and cause all this trouble. It's my own fucking fault, if I hadn't agreed on the 'job' none of this would have happened.
I grab my phone, trying to call George. After a few beeps it goes to voicemail. I call again and it goes straight to voicemail.
I try to get up from the bed, but my mum comes walking in, pushing me back.
"Let me go, i need to go to George!" I cry.
"No, you're staying here, it's your own fault that he's gone, Josh" She says.
"I know" i whisper and i slowly lie back down. "Can you please bring Cadee?" I ask and she nods.
When she gets back into the room, I stretch out to grab Cadee. I carefully lie her down on my chest, even though it hurts.
"Hey baby girl" I whisper to her. She looks up at me with her big, blue eyes. Her small hand reaches out to my face and I grab her hand. She wraps it around my finger and for the first time today I actually start smiling. "Are you going to help me get George back?" i ask her. Of course she doesn't respond or anything. "I'm going to take that as a yes"
**** Next day ****
I wake up, looking out of the window. I look towards George his room and I can see him getting up. I sigh and try to get up too.
I'm in less pain then yesterday, luckily. I slowly walk to Cadee her room and see that she is just waking up. I grab her and change her diaper and I walk downstairs with her. I walk into the kitchen to make a bottle for her.
"Are you feeling any better?" My mum says, who just walks into the kitchen.
"A little" I sigh. She picks Cadee up from me and sits down.
"You really miss George, don't you?" She says. I turn to her and nod a little. Tears are starting to fill my eyes. "If you want him to forgive you, you probably need to make him trust you again...." She says.
"I know, but I don't think that is going to happen. But i don't give up, never" I say, while getting Cadee back to give her the bottle. "I guess I have an idea" I grab my phone and text Jaymi.
Come to mine as fast as possible, I really need your help! And bring Olly too
I put my phone down and when the bottle is empty I put it away. I hand Cadee back to my mum and walk up the stairs to shower and put on some clothes.
When i get downstairs again, the bell rings. I open the door and Jaymi and Olly walk in.
"So, what is going on?" Jaymi says. We all sit down and I look up at them.
"George is mad at me, because of something I did..." I say, looking down.
"What did you do?" Olly says. I tell them the whole story and I look up at them.
"What the hell dude?! I get why he's mad at you, I told you to stay away from Mason!" Jaymi says. I nod.
"I know, it was really stupid, and I really am sorry. But George is really mad at me and doesn't pick up his phone, I don't know how to get him back. Can you please help me?" I plead. They look at each other and nod.
"Sure, if you promise us to never do something like this again, ever" Olly says, looking at me sternly. I start nodding.
"Of course, I'm never doing this again, I've learned my lesson" I say. They start smiling and they tell me the plan they had already made.
"Okay, so I'm texting George that he has to go to the pond at 7 PM?" Jaymi says and I nod. He sends it to him and I look at the house of George where i can see him sitting. He picks up his phone and looks at it. He does something and puts it away again. I look at Jaymi, whos phone buzzes.
"Who is this? That's what it says. What do I need to respond?"jaymi asks. I grab his phone.
You'll find out tonight, if you're coming ;)
So you're coming?
Yeah, I guess...
"He's coming" I smile at them.
"Okay, now let's make everything ready. Olly and I will make everything done, because if you go he might see you and maybe he finds out then..." Jaymi says. I nod and i give them all the stuff they need. They leave and I sit down, sighing.
Hopefully this will end right.
At 6;30 I walk out the door, towards the pond. When I reach it, I look at it in awe. It looks amazing, candles everywhere, moonlight shining on the pond, ice all over it. Everything looks amazing and even better with all the snow. I put down the iceskates I brought and walk towards to tree to lean on.
It;s now 6;50, 10 more minutes before George comes. What the hell do I need to say? If he even lets me talk. Maybe he isn't even coming!
Maybe I need to hide, so that he won't walk away, before he even reached the pond.
I walk around the tree and stand behind it, peeking around it. I lok at my phone again, 5 more minutes. I look in the reflection of my to see if i look alright.
I tried to fade away the bruises and stuff with make-up from my mum, but it didn't really work. But besides that I look...okay, I guess.
Suddeny I can hear something. I turn around and see george walking towards the candles, looking around. When he is standing with his back facing me, I slowly and quietly walk towards him. When I reach him, I put my hand on his shoulder to turn him around...