~ Jordyn's point of view ~
I got changed out of my sopping wet bikini and changed into something more comfortable, joggers and a hoodie will do - seeing as though it's getting quite cold now. I dried my hair off and put it in a messy bun. Lazy afternoon for me. I also need to find out what Louis is so secretive about. I trudged downstairs tiredly and went to the kitchen to make some hot chocolate. I put the kettle on and went to get the cocoa powder, cream and mini marshmallows.
Once I had finished making two hot chocolates, I made my way upstairs. But halfway there, I bumped into Tilly. "Did you make me one?" She asked hopefully. I shook my head. "I left the stuff out so you can make one if you want," I told her. She nodded and headed down. "Oh and don't go crazy with the stuff!" I called after her. I headed back upstairs to mine and Louis' room. I pushed the door open with my feet as my hands were taken by the mugs.
I saw Louis sat on our bed filling with his fingers. He looked nervous and guilty. "I made some hot chocolate for you," I said as I placed it on his bed side table next to him. "Thanks," he mumbled. I went to my side of the bed and started drinking my hot chocolate. "What up with you Louis?" I asked him curiously. He turned to me and shrugged. "Nothing, what makes you think that?" He questioned. "I don't know, you've been acting differently lately. You've been keeping to yourself a lot and you never come in the pool," I told him.
"Listen, Jordyn. It's seriously nothing you should worry about." He told me. "Louis I want to know what you're hiding from me. As your girlfriend I think I deserve to know," I pleaded. He just shook his head at me. "I just can't," he said, staring at his fingers again. "It can't be that bad Lou. If it's about that scar from the bullet and your feeling self-conscious about it. Then don't because you're absolutely perfect Lou, and I know that for a fact," I told him honestly.
He was perfect, and I don't know why he was feeling so self conscious about himself. He had millions of fans telling him that he was perfect. "Thanks Jord, and yes, some of it is about the scar but that's not all of it and I honestly can not tell you the other end of the story," he told me. I sighed. I thought on giving up on trying to find out why he's being like this. I had to find out in the end. "Why don't we watch a film?" I suggested. He agreed and we chose to watch 'Hunger Games'.
I wasn't really paying attention to the film. I was just looking at Louis, as though if I looked at him long enough that I would finally find out what he is hiding. But that stupid idea didn't work. I was still gazing at him, he looked tired, sad and worried. He had dark bags under his eyes and his hair was a mess. I'm such a curious person. I want Louis to be happy but he doesn't look it. I loved it when his eyes were full of life, when he never looked tired and he looked like he could stay awake for days.
But, it seemed as the happy Louis had gone away, and was replaced by a sad looking one. We finished watching the film and I took the now empty mugs downstairs to the sink. When I got back upstairs, Louis was already in bed trying to get to sleep. I sighed looking at my peaceful boyfriend. I changed and got into bed next to him.
I was just trying to get to sleep, but then I noticed something that I didn't want to see. I saw a few cuts up Louis' wrist. I carefully rolled up his sleeve to see many more...