Blinded by Love

She put her hand on my chin and forced me to look into her ocean blue eyes. “You know I care about you Echo. You should know how I feel about you.” But the thing was, I had no clue how she truly felt about me. She had secrets that were kept from everyone, including me. I did not know if she wanted me to leave or stay the night. I didn't know if she wanted people to know about our flings or keep them to ourselves. I wanted to be in a relationship with this girl. All of the sudden she kissed me, catching me by surprise. The kiss felt meaningful and so passionate. My knees began feeling weak as she tangled her fingers in my messy hair, rapping her left leg around my hip. I grabbed both of her legs and rapped them around my waist, making my way to the nearest wall because god damn did i want her. Tomorrow I'll be kicking myself in the ass because I refused to do this while things were so fucked. But I couldn't help but give in.


9. "What happened?"

A/N:  Well this has been long overdue but hey! I am so so sorry for everyone who has been really just waiting for me to post another chapter. I am probably most likely going to rewrite the past chapters to fix them but here is another chapter. Sorry if I doesn't meet your standers. And I am sorry for any flaws you may find I did not reread to edit it I was to excited to post. ;o BUT HERE YOU ARE. Enjoy c:


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“I am not kidding.” Jinx smiled at me. “I want to meet her.”


Clearly she didn’t mean she wanted to meet my mother. When she said she wasn’t kidding I began to make my face look more serious, or at least hoping it looked more serious because I was holding back a pretty big laugh. It was not a problem that she wanted to meet my mom, the problem was my mother was never home. It was funny having someone around who never noticed. That and I liked Jinx and the only other time my mother met a girl that I liked was when I was in middle school and I considered that girl to be my ‘friend’. I laughed at the memory when I recalled our make-out section right after our dinner we had with my mom.


I snapped out of the memory and looked at her seriously. “Good luck with that.”


“What do you mean?” She asked.


I give her an are-you-serious look. “She is never home.”


She looked at me. “Yeah I know, she is on business all the time, you told me that.”


I huffed. “Mhm.”


“You know,” She said, laying back on my bed again. “I don’t always zone out when you talk to me.”


I glare at her from across the room. Of course she doesn’t. I decide not to comment, and go back to my school work. I had to finish all of this before the weekend was up and failing and not doing it was not exactly an option. I heard the bed squeak slightly, so I know Jinx had gotten up. Then I feel hands on both of my shoulders and she rests her head on top of mine.


“That looks boring.” She says.


“Someone has to do it.”


She gave a light chuckle. “Right.”


“Are you saying you do not do your schoolwork, Ms. Holland?” I fake gasped, as if I was surprised.


“Only when I need to, I am graduating this year after all.” I could tell she was smiling. I spun around in my chair.


“You wish, if you keep getting distracted and not doing your schoolwork you won’t be graduating.” I teased.


She looked at me, faking a hurt look. “You are the only thing that distracts me from my work, Ms. Joy.”


Damn. Why must she say things like that. I could feel my cheeks getting hot. Her amazingly blue eyes were just scanning my face. She smirked. I hated how cocky she became when I got all flustered. I wish I could be more confident and cocky like that. Normally with any other girl I would be, being dominate was my thing. I could tell that Jinx wasn’t going to give me that title any time soon.


“As flattering as that is Holland, it wasn’t enough to spark my interest and make me stop working.” I turned back to my work sheet on economics, pretending like I was still doing it. All my words were lies though, but I hope she couldn’t see through them.


“Maybe I will just have to try harder.” She whispered in my ear. A chill went through my body and I shivered. Dammit.


She turned my chair around again and placed a hand under my chin, making me look up at her. She then moved in for the kill but I wasn’t going to let her kiss me this easily again like last time. She was vulnerable and I think that is why I let her. This time she was just trying to prove a point. I tore my gaze away from her face and grabbed her hand off of my face, moving it away and again trying to go back to my work.


“It is not going to be that easy.” I tried to sound convincing.


I could tell she was pouting. “Oh come on. It’s all innocent fun.”


I felt a bit angry. “Innocent fun” did she really not realize how I am practically head-over-heels for her? Did she forget she had a boyfriend who abuses her? None of what she was doing to me should be innocent fun, because I wanted more than to be a hook up. I wanted to be hers.


“What’s wrong?” She asked.


“Nothing.” I grumbled.


“Come on Echo, tell me. Is it about Ashley and how you don’t get to spend time with her anymore?”


“Maybe.” I lied. It was better than telling her I loved her.


She sighed, spun my chair around and took a seat on my lap. “If you want to see her more just tell me and I will leave.” She said, nuzzling my neck.


All the sudden I heard a door close. “My mom is home.” I stated.


“Oh perfect!” She squealed, getting up from my lap and leaving my room.


I scrambled out of my chair to follow her. “Wait! Jinx get back here.” I hissed.


“Hello! I am Jinx! It is so lovely to meet you.” I heard her say.


I cut the corner to my mom looking startled yet happy to meet her. My mother gave me a look saying “oh my gosh my daughter found herself a woman. You go Echo.” I face-palmed and shook my head no because this was never the plan.


“Echo, darling, how is it that I never met your Friend?” She asked, emphasizing friend.


“Well you just did.” I mumbled, not exactly what I had in mind but I guess it could work.


“Please, stay for dinner.” My mother insisted.


Jinx placed bother her hands on her chest. “I would be honoured.”


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“Your mother is sweet.” Jinx said when we both laid on my bed.


I was utterly exhausted from my mother’s 100 questions about Jinx and I. How did you two meet? and Jinx, what are your plans after high school. It was nice how my mother played the fatherly role of making sure Jinx was good for me, but what my mother didn’t yet know was that Jinx was taken by a psychopath.


When all was silent between us I closed my eyes to enjoy the comfort it brought, until I felt another pair of lips on mine.


“Stop.” I got out once she lifted her face from mine.


“Stop what?” She asked cluelessly.


I grumbled. “Jinx, you have a boyfriend.”


“I do indeed.”


What was with this girl. I again closed my eyes, secretly hoping she would kiss me once more. Again I felt a pair of soft lips come in contact with mine and this time I kissed back. Our lips molding perfectly together. I laced my fingers in her hair and pressed her closer to me until I heard a door slam shut.


I pushed Jinx off of me and ran to my door and looked out into the hall where I found my mother. “What happened?” She asked. “I sent Ashley to your room saying you were there but then she just ran out of the house.” She looked worried as if I had done something to hurt her. Why would she just run out?


“I’ll be back.” I told my mom, quickly sprinting out of the door.


* * * ASHLEY’S POV * * *


“Hey! Is Echo home?” I was surprised her mother was even home, but I didn't complain, I loved Echo’s mother.


“Oh! She is in her room, you can go ahead and head on back.” She moved out of the way of the door and went into the kitchen to finish whatever she was doing in there.


I walked the hall and opened the door to Echo’s room and right then I spotted someone on top of Echo, kissing her. I stood there frozen as unknown emotions flowed through my body. My heart began ache. A pain almost unbearable. Before I took the time to understand I slammed her door. I knew she would find out it was me when she talked to her mother so I ran out of the house.


“Ashley?” Her mother called out but I sprinted out of the front door and jumped into my vehicle. I hurried to start the damn machine and pulled out of the drive.


I drove until I got to Matt’s house. He opened the door with a worried look on his face. I opened my mouth to speak, but I couldn’t get out the words. When Matty touched my face to wipe something off I knew I was crying. I let out a whimper and he grabs me, holding me close.

“I don’t want to feel this way anymore Matt!” I choked out. “I don’t want to love her, but I do!”

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