I opened my eyes and I was in the same room.
Just I was laying down. I felt so cold. I was slightly shivering.
But the same warmth from William and Parker stayed.
I tried to smile. But I was so tired, it barely came out.
"Parker." I whispered. Parker's teary eyed face looked up at me with hope.
"Lola?" I smiled wider.
"Yes. It's me." He let go of my hand and started to jump around the room cheering and shouting 'she's ok!'.
I laughed, which ended up in couching and a load of pain.
"You alright?" Micheal asked, his hand rubbing my shin.
"Yeah, just hurt...a lot." The guys laughed and William kissed my forehead.
"I'm gonna fin a nurse, don't fall asleep on me." I smiled with my eyes half open and he left.
"Lola I am so so so so so so so so so so so so-" I grabbed his hand.
"It's fine seriously."
"No it's not. I left you out and i punched and kicked you. I don't know what came over me. I'm such an idiot. Amanda had blackmail to me. She has blackmail for everyone. I'm so sorry Lola." I smiled and laid my hand on his cheek.
Tears from his eyes and some fell on my cheek.
"It just means a lot that you tried to save my life and you're here.Yes, it killed me that you left me but you're here now, and I'm here. I hope things can go back to normal." He smiled and tears fell.
"I really hope you would've gave me one. I know I do't deserve it."
"You deserve it." And William came in with a nurse.
She smiled at me. "Look who is awake! Do you mind having one more visitor?"
I smiled excited and worried.
"Come on in Parker." She looked to the door way and there came rolling in, Parker from the coma life.
"Parker!" I shouted.
"Yes?" They both said. I laughed and he wheeled over to me and gave me a hug.
"Who is this?" William asked.
"It's really hard to explain. How I was in my short coma, it was like I was walking around like a real person. I saw you guys crying and I wasn't alone." I smiled at Parker.
"Huh? We never heard or saw you. As soon as that nurse came and told us what room you wrre in, we were running to the elevators."
"So these are the guys you were crying about?" He asked.
"Yeah. This is Parker, William, Trevor and Micheal." They did a small wave as I went down the line.
"How long were you in your coma?" Micheal asked.
"A lil over a month. It feels good to be back. I missed the earth. And I got lonely. Until this sweet girl came and brought me company."
"She's an angel." My Parker grabbed me hand.
I felt my cheeks get hot and everyone awed at me, making me blush harder, which resulted in a lot of laughing.
The nurse came back in with some water and I drank some of it.
"Do you think you can eat?" She asked.
"Yes. Yes I am. I haven't eatin in maybe three days."
"You starved yourself too?" Parker frowned.
"Yes. I didn't do anything. I only did three things. Wake up, cut and sleep. I shut down. My depression takes over my life. I become a different person."
The nurse had handed me a menu of what they had and I ordered some stuff. I'm gonna eat again, I just don't wanna make myself sick.
In about ten minutes after, my food came and I ate it in a snap. I ordered desert and ate it slowly.
"When can she go home?" Trevor asked.
"She can leave in about three days. Her doctors want to make sure she is stable and being able to walk. She lost a lot of blood."
I looked down staring at my bandaged arms.
"Will those scars ever heal?" I questioned.
"There is a great chance of them not. You past many layers of skin. It's a miracle that you're alive."
I started to cry.
"What's wrong?" The guys asked.
"After everything that has just happened, your reactions, me living, seeing you guys in my coma, I can't believe I did it. It just seems like a blur. A nightmare. But it actually happened. I can't believe I tried to kill myself." The other Parker had left and the nurse left to.
It was getting a little late.
Parker hugged me. "Seeing you like that was one of the hardest things I've ever seen. I am so sorry that I put you through that. Micheal had warned me and I was so stupid to treat you like that! That night we kissed, I really felt something. When you stood up to Amanda, I loved how you weren't scared to speak up and stand up for yourself and others. My heart flutters every time I see you. I'm in love with you. I love you." He gave me a sweet, passionate kiss. It kinda seemed awkward for William cause I knew he loved me too. But I hope he doesn't get to upset.
"9:30, visiting time is over. The patient can only choose one person to stay. You have fifteen minutes." A woman came in, demanded and left.
"Parker, stay with me." He smiled and nodded.
"Sure princess." The rest of the guys said their goodbye's and hugs.
The door closed and Parker leaning back on the wall and stared at me.
"What is it?" I smiled.
''Just how beautiful you are. Even when you're all bruised up. I am so sorry I did that to you. Here, scoot over." He walked over to me and pulled the covers up.
Struggling, I moved to the other side of the bed with Parker climbing in it.
He pulled me close to him and took the remote to the bed and pushed it back.
The dim light made his blue eyes pop.
His arms were wrapped around my waist and my cold hands were against his warm chest. We stared at each other, our faces centimeters apart.
"You're so beautiful." He whispered.
I smiled and he started to lean in, closing his eyes.
I closed mine to and we both fell into a deep kiss.
One hand went in my now fixed hair and I placed my hand on his cheek.
We broke apart and he sat up. I pouted, confused why he sat up. He smirked, took his shirt off and laid back down, pulling me under he chin.
"You're so cold. I want to warm you up." I snuggled closer to wear we couldn't get any closer.
There was a silence.
"I love you Lola."
"I love you too Parker." And I fell asleep.