So, winter break is over and it's time for school to start.
And you can believe that I am scared shitless.
We're going back to school on Tuesday, which is tomorrow.
"Or tell you go to hell." I sang along to Can't Be Tamed by Miley Cyrus (no hate).
I was playing Call of Duty to pass time. I was ready for bed and everything. It's only 8:30.
To catch you up on Parker, we hung out for a few days then he went back to the soccer field with his friends. He gave me a kiss today though.
So I'm really confused myself. He's probably gonna forget about me. Whatever. It was bound to happen sometime.
My round ended and I was getting tired. I yawned, used the bathroom, turned my alarm on for 5:30 and crawled in bed. I pulled the covers on me and closed my eyes.
*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*
I peeled my eyes open and slammed my fist against the top of the alarm clock.
Rise and shine sun shine. I told myself.
I took the blanket off of me and the cold air hit my arms.
I went to my bathroom and did my face stuff, brushed my teeth and did my hair.
Before I did all my face work, I looked like a zombie.
"Hey!" I smiled at myself in the mirror.
I went to my closet and decided to go for a Walking Dead theme.
I pulled the cardigan on my arms and saw it was only 6. Wow took about half an hour.
I grabbed my key and went to the lounge to see yet another buffet of food.
I got an egg, some bacon and a think of milk. I went to my room and ate my food.
7:30. I gotta get going. I smiled.
I put my key in my bag, and got my schedule and left the dorm house.
I walked to my building and went to my first class.
I found the room easy and saw Parker sitting with his friends. He was smiling the when he saw me in the doorway, his smile faded.
Nice to see you too. I said in my head hurt. I sat in a seat that was on the wall and the bell rang a few minutes later.
The teacher walked in.
"Good morning class. I hope you had a good break and had a fun Winter Fling. But it is time to get back to business. I'm Ms. Jones." My eyes widened and the name caught my attention.
The people around me looked at me weird. If they knew who I was thinking about, they would understand.
"And everyone welcome the our new student Lola Pritchards." She smiled and pointed her hand at me.
Everyone looked at me with disgust and hatred.
Well thanks everyone. Feelin the love.
The teacher gave me my history book and we started to take notes.
After half an hour of boring notes, the bell rang, scaring me.
I was the first one out of the class. I went to the bathroom and saw Taylor and her little friends doing their make up. I stopped and before she could notice me, I turned around and pumped into a girl.
"Fuck." I mumbled under my breath.
I looked up and she was standing in the doorway with her arms crossed. (@LeaneSamantha)
"Amanda, I have her." She smirked. I grabbed my stuff and stood up.
"Let me threw. I need to go to class." I tried to go and she pushed me back.
"Oh goodie two shoes is trying to get class eh?" She grabbed me.
"Eh! Get your arms off of me!" I fought back.
"Quit moving! Here Mandy." She pushed me in front of her.
"Well look what we have here. Little Lola think she's so badass."
"Shut the fuck up. I'm trying to stay out of the crowd. Unlike some people." My head ran up and down her body.
"See! This is this attitude that you think you can talk to me this way? Well I got a little thing to say to you Pritchards. You better stay out of my way or I'll make your life hell. You can't just come here thinking you're gonna run this place. I run this schoo-"
"Woah, woah, calm your face. I'm trying to avoid you as much as possible and I do not want to run this school. I just wanna finish this year and go home. As far away from you as possible. I'd rather deal with the sluts at Nitro. If you mind your own business and leave me the hell alone, we won't have this problem." Her eyes were filled with rage and her hands were in balls.
"Oh I see playing innocent. I know you wore that lace arm dress to out do me."
"For one, Parker chose that dress. So you can get your ass of my back and leave me the hell alone." I skipped through the girl and literally ran to another hallway.
"What the hell just happened?" I put my hands to my head as I leaned on the lockers and bent down. Trying to hold back crying. It wasn't working.
"Are you ok?" I heard a voice say.
"I guess-" Parker.
Uh, I gotta go." I said and ran off.
What is happening? Why? Why? WHY!
I found another bathroom and went in one of the stalls and started to cry.
"I just wanna go home."