Scooter was furious with us for ditching. I mean, I couldn't blame him. But it seemed like he was taking it out on me. I was the one who was getting screamed at. Justin was sitting next to me, trying not to flip out on Scooter.
Scooter: What were you thinking! It's your first day back and you skipped practice.
Rebecca: I know, I'm sorry.
Scooter: Sorry doesn't always work.
His voice was only getting louder until Justin stood up and got in his face.
Justin: STOP, If you're going to yell at anybody here, yell at me. She wanted to go, but I told her no because I wanted to spend time with her. And I have the right to that, and you know it's what I need right now.
It's as if Scooter knew not to mess with Justin right now. He had a look of concern on his face when he looked at Justin.
Scooter: Does she know what's been going on?
Justin nodded and ran his hands through his hands through his hair. He covered his face with his hands and sat next to me. I put my hand on his leg and he looked at me. Scooter sat across from me and looked at me.
Scooter: I'm sorry for yelling. I understand that Justin needs you right now, more than ever, but you guys should have at least told me.I would've been alright with it.
Justin pulled me closer and kissed my head.
Scooter: I'd much rather have him spending all day with you than him spending time by himself shooting up.
Justin: I'm sorry.
His head was looking to the floor and he refused to look at me.
Justin: You don't deserve this, you don't deserve somebody who puts you through this.
My stomach felt like it just flipped. I didn't want him to break up with me because of this. I wanted to help him get better. I knew if he broke up then he'd only get worse.
Justin: But, i'm selfish, and I want you myself, even though I know you deserve better.
I hugged him and took in his scent. It always seemed to calm me. It was working.
Rebecca: I don't want anybody else.
Scooter: I'll leave you two alone, but tomorrow's practice is mandatory.
Justin nodded and pulled me closer. He nuzzled his head into my neck and held me close. I played with his hair. We sat there for awhile until he started falling asleep.
Rebecca: Justin, come on, let's lay down.
Justin: I like cuddling up to you better.
Rebecca: You can cuddle up to me in bed, alright?
He nodded and stood up with me and walked over to the bed. I laid down and he followed me. He buried his head in my chest and fell asleep almost instantly.
Justin woke me up when he spilled water all over the blanket, soaking the bed.
Justin: Oh my gosh, i'm so sorry.
I opened one eye and looked at him.
Rebecca: Look what you did. Now my pajamas are wet, jerk.
Justin: I didn't mean tooo.
I sat up and pulled the now wet blanket away from my body.
Justin: Let me get you something to put on, Alison is coming over for breakfast.
Rebecca: She doesn't like you.
I watched as he walked over to his bag. He pulled out a pair of my pajamas.
Rebecca: Where did you get these?
Justin: You left them in Canada, i just felt like i needed to bring them with me.
He shrugged his shoulders and looked at me. I stood up and walked to him. He tried to hand them to me, but instead I gave him a hug.
Rebecca: I'm sorry for walking out that night..
Justin: You don't have to apologize for anything, you had every right to.
Rebecca: I should have talked to you before just leaving.
Justin: I can't blame you for just leaving, It was like we were about to have sex.
I looked down, remembering that image. It was burned into my memory. I would never be able to erase it. Especially the look on Justin's face.
I looked up at Justin and he had the same look now as he had then.
I then realized, when I saw him in Chelsea, it wasn't a look of guilt, it was a look of regret. He was scared then, scared of losing me.
Justin: I wish I never did that.. because i know you're never going to trust me like you did before.
Rebecca: You don't know that..
Justin: We both know it, you're always gonna have that doubt that i'm gonna cheat on you. But i promise you,I never will.
I hugged him tighter and kissed his cheek.
Rebecca: I love you, and I trust you.
He rubbed my lower back and kissed my forehead.
Justin: Go change before you get cold.
Rebecca: You can keep that, i'll take one of your sweatshirts.
I smiled wide at him and he smiled back.
Justin: You're still the weird Becca I fell in love with.
Rebecca: I hope that's a good thing.
He picked up one of his sweatshirts and threw it at me. I quickly took off the wet clothes and pulled the sweatshirt on. I threw the wet clothes at him and they hit him in the face. I started laughing and he stared me down.
Justin: I don't think you should have done that.
He started running after me. He was on one side of the bed, I was on the other. He jumped over it as I ran to the bathroom. I wasn't quick enough. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.
Justin: Hmmm, what should I do with you.. I can't get my sweatshirt wet, so therefore I can't lay you on the bed...
Rebecca: Set me dowwwwwn!
I started smacking his back.
Justin: No, you threw wet clothes at me.
Rebecca: You threw your sweatshirt at me, jerk.
Alison: Put some pants on, Becca.
Justin set me down and stopped laughing. I looked at him. He looked scared of Alison.
Rebecca: I think he's scared of you
Alison: That's because I flipped out on him when we came back to the tour.
She smiled at him and waved.
Justin: Flipped? You threatened to cut off my -
Alison: And I still will if you hurt her.
He flashed a smile at me and then looked back at Justin.
Alison: Um, your blankets are wet.
I looked back at Justin and he laughed and looked at the ground.
Alison called the maids for us and had them fix the bed.
Alison: I swear, you two are like little kids.
Justin: Gee, thanks.
He pulled my closer and I hugged him from the side.
Alison: You make her stupid, that girl is one of the smartest people, then she gets around you and forgets everything she knows.
Justin: That's called being in love.
He wrapped his arm around me and kissed my forehead. Alison looked at me. At first she seemed annoyed by Justin. Then I think she understood how much he meant to me.
Justin: What am I missing? You two are like talking with your eyes. That's not fair.
Alison: Shut up.
Justin: I bet it's about me. You're probably telling Becca to leave me.
I looked up at him and shook my head.
Justin: Tell me then.
Rebecca: No. You'll find out later.
We showed up at practice and everybody stared as Justin followed me in. They all knew what happened. Chelsea was talking with a group of dancers and looked at me with jealousy. Probably because I was getting everybody's attention, and she wasn't.
She then turned back, talking to some guy dancers.
During the practice, Justin was talking to a bunch of people when Chelsea came up to me.
Chelsea: Isn't it gonna be a little awkward here since you and Justin broke up?
She had a smirk on her lips and had attitude in her voice.
Rebecca: Isn't it a little awkward for you guys because he hates you?
Chelsea: I don't think he does?
Rebecca: Oh really?
Chelsea: You don't even talk to him anymore, shut up.
Rebecca: Oh really? Who do you think Justin was spending yesterday with? Obviously not you, because you were here wishing he was.
Chelsea: You're just lying now, he would never talk to you.
I guess our voices were getting loud because a second later Justin was stepping in between us. He put his hands on each side of my face and made me look him in the eyes.
Justin: Don't let her get to you, that's what she wants.
I nodded and he pulled me into a hug. I hugged him tightly and embraced him.
Chelsea: SO now you're just going back to her?
She was now yelling. About to cry.
Chelsea: Before a couple months ago, she hated you. You and I were flirting. And then right when you're about to ask me out, you ask her out instead.
Justin: I had always liked her.
Chelsea was getting mad and upset.
Chelsea: And then you take her to Canada, and everything happened there, and you still take her back.
Justin: No, she took me back. I was the one begging for forgiveness. And that's because you set me up for it. You tried to make me lose her. Which obviously worked, because I was stupid.
Chelsea: You don't deserve her-
Rebecca: He deserves better than me. But guess what, you don't fall under that category.
Alison was about to say something but Scooter broke it up.
Justin: I'm not coming back to practice until that crazy ass girl gets her shit together.
He stared at Chelsea and then took my hand. He turned around and I walked out with him, Alison following behind us.
Justin, Alison, and I all went to the mall to cool down after the whole thing. We were all laughing about our old stories. I looked over and saw Ryan walking toward us. I don't think he realized it was us. Justin noticed him and pulled me closer, wrapping his arms around me protectively. Alison looked back, clueless to what we were looking at.
I knew she missed him so badly. She loved Ryan, but she hated him for doing what he did.
Him and her made eye contact and she looked at us.
Rebecca: Just go talk to him, we'll survive without you..
She nodded and stood up. She walked over to him and I hugged Justin's arm.
Rebecca: I love you.
He smiled and squeezed me tighter.
Justin: I love you.
I smiled up at him before pecking his lips. I saw a flash and groaned. If people were taking pictures, that meant people would be showing up soon.
Rebecca: I think I saw people take pictures, which means we're going to get attacked soon.
He laughed before sliding out of his seat.
Justin: Lets start moving before people know our exact location.
I stood up and he stole my hand. We started walking in and out of stores. I looked back and there was a mob of girls looking for us. They all had cameras and Justin Bieber shirts on. I held on to Justin, remembering the last time this happened.
Justin: Shh, it's gonna be alright.
He pulled out his phone and tweeted that he was by the food court. Within 10 seconds all the girls were running upstairs to the food court. Justin and I were on the first floor, directly under the food court. As all the girls disappeared upstairs, Justin starting walking out of the store, heading for the exit. One of the girls from upstairs, however, looked over the railing and screamed and pointed at Justin and I.
Within seconds girls were chasing after us. I think Justin got an adrenaline rush when this happened. He started running faster than i've ever seen him run. A bunch of security guards got us into a store and locked the store up. To be honest, I thought the girls were going to break the metal bars keeping us separated.
Justin: We're alright now.
I hid my face in his jacket as he hugged me tightly. We just stood there as the girls screamed for Justin. A couple of them wanted me to look back at them, but Justin told me to just stay put. I guess he thought i'd feel stuck.
Everybody kept asking Justin if we were dating again.
Justin: Yes, we are dating, please calm down, i'm gonna try and meet some of you guys, but you can't all try and attack me and her at once. Last time she got hurt and if it happens again then i'm not going to be meeting fans anymore.
"Can we meet her, too"
Justin looked at me and I nodded.
Justin: Yes, but if you say anything disrespectful or offensive to her, we will leave.
I looked at the crowd of girls and held on to Justin's arm.
We met most of the girls. All of them were so nice to us. They told us how glad they were that we were back together. A lot of them thanked me on the side, they told me he was in a bad place after I left him. A couple girls told me straight up that they didn't like me, but they respected me because I made Justin happy. I didn't mind it. I gave them hugs anyways.
Alison came up to us and squealed.
Alison: OH EM GEEEEE ITS JECCA I CAN'T BELIEVE IM MEETING YOU GUY!
Justin and I laughed as she squealed again.
Justin: You're an ass.
We laughed and then a bunch of girls came up to us and asked for a picture of all three of us. My favorite was when a teenage girl handed Justin the camera and asked him to take a picture of her with me and Alison. Justin took some selfies on her phone before giving it back to her.
As we finally got to the apartment, Justin held me close.
Justin: I wonder how practice is going.
Alison: I doubt they're even practicing, they're missing their two best dancers
She flipped her hair dramatically.
Alison: And the star, They can't really do anything.
Justin: I just want to cancel the tour. Then we can just spend time together.
Alison: Then you'll just leave em out..
Justin: No, you were included in that sentence.
Alison: Well, uhm.. Ryan would be with us, too.
Alison: He was broken without me, I just don't want him hurting himself anymore.
Justin: He's not allowed around Becca.
Alison: What the hell, why?
Justin: He tried to attack her.
Alison: He still didn't hurt her like you did.
They were raising their voices. I was surprised Alison was defending Ryan so much, he was being a jerk. I mean he was drunk, yeah, but still.
Justin: I didn't try to stab her with a broken bottle.
Alison: Yeah, but you cheated on her with somebody she hated so much. And even if you were drunk, you shouldn't have done that.
Rebecca: Alison, stop. Don't say that to him. He didn't meant to. Do you know how much it hurts him that he did that?
Justin: Every morning I wake up, wishing I could take it back. I would never hurt her intentionally. It haunts me every night when she's asleep, I know she deserve better. But she would be hurt if I left her, and I don't want to leave her. She is my everything. I'm sorry I don't stand up to your standards, Alison, but whether you like it or not, I love her and you have to deal with that.
I hugged Justin tightly and didn't let go.
Alison walked over and gave us a hug.
Alison: You just stood up for yourself and her, You can stay.
Rebecca: He was staying anyways...
She laughed and then there was a rapid knocking on the door.
It was Chelseas voice.
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