"we really need to something about Harry" Louis said. "he's going mad." "well you can't blame him." Zayn said softly.
I heard the boys outside my door. I just layed there, staring at the ceiling. I've been staring for ever now. But that's all I could do. I wasn't ready to go and face the world. Watching everyone carry on with their happy lives like nothing bad has ever happened. I hate it. I hate how the world works. My eyes are starting to hurt because I don't blink a lot. I just stare at the same spot.
My mind stays blank. I cant go on like this. Without her. I should just end my life right now. but I cant. Something... well someone is telling me not to. And its her. I know its her. Julia.
Julia was her name. She died. Because of me. It was the night I was going to propose to her. I told her to meet me in the park we met at. I planned a nice picnic and everything. After an hour of not hearing for her, I called her. I didn't want to rush her but I started to get really annoyed. I called but a man answered. She's cheating on me? no it cant be true. she's not like that.
"who the hell are you?" I said angrily. "A paramedic. Whos this?" "Harry, Julia's boyfr- fiancé." I said worried. "ok well im here to tell you Julia is on her way to the hospital. She g-" "WHAT HAPPENED!" I interrupted. "She got in a car accident a few minutes ago and is being rushed t-" "WHAT HOSPITAL?" I yelled walking to the sidewalk. "Sunshine Valley Hospital"
I hung up the phone. And ran. I ran like my life depended on it. Because it did. no. no. no. no. please no. Don't do this. I ran for was seemed like ever. I ran straight into the hospital and asked- well more like yelled at the lady in the front counter. she told me the room number. I ran as fast as I could. getting stares from everyone. but I didn't care.
that's when I saw her. My love. My life. The one I planned on living the rest of my life with. She was laying there. Alone. Pale. Bruised. I ran to her side and didn't notice I was crying until a drop landed on my hand. The hand I used to hold the beautiful blue eyed girl with.
Those blue eyes. They were no longer open and bright. Shining and sparkling like they do when telling me a story or laughing or even just listening to the songs I wrote her every once in a while. They were closed. That's the day I started sitting at the hospital like a log. Waiting. waiting for a day I would get to see those beautiful blue eyes again. But they never opened. Useless. That's the word I described every minute of the rest of my life with. Without her it was nothing but useless.
a/n: WHOO \(-.-)/ I got three chapters up in one day. well four if you count my other story. but still ! anyways, hope you liked it even though its the most depressing story EVER. thanks for reading (: keep commenting and all that. <3