My mind jolted from a sleepy fog, forcing my eyes wide open. I was in some sort of garden that had wild flowers and willow trees. A warm body was pressed against mine and I turned to see who it was. To my surprise and utter shock Ciel was sleeping with only his boxers on. His stomach and chest very sexy and with his hair disheveled like it is it made me bite my lip. I sat up and realized that I was only in my bra and underwear. What happened?
When I moved my heart started to pound hard. Ignoring the pain I woke up Ciel. He seemed disoriented at first but then realized what I was wearing and what he was wearing. "What happened Ciel?... We didn't... you know right?" I asked him. He grunted and sat up grabbing his head. The sun was shining down bright on us and added to the pain. "How come I can't remember anything last night?"
"They drugged us. And by what we are wearing and the fact that we are lying down with each other alone, I would say that we did has sex. Why? Is it so bad? Don't you want to be in my bed some nights? Or in this case a garden?" He told me. That shocked me for a second then something came to my mind. It was me kissing him and him trying to kiss me back but something pulling at him not to.
I looked around again then at Ciel. "I never had sex before now... and I can't even remember it. It wasn't even in a bed much less a house. Where are we anyways?"
Ciel looked at me funny then he frowned. "That was really your first time? And I think we are... in the garden in which we partied in. More the one way of course. I say let's go home and do not tell anyone about what we have done." He said. I nodded in agreement. We dressed and I didn't look at Ciel in the eyes while doing so. "Violet?" He spoke my name.
My head turned his way and I saw him looked like a wounded puppy. "I am sorry. I should have helped you, saved you when I found out that you were drugged. But I didn't. And I am also sorry for allowing... this to happen. Not just getting drugged, but having sex with you out here. And not so passionate or with a guy who you love." He apologized.
"Ciel, I don't know about love, but I like you more than a friend. I have for a little bit now. And I assume that I was the one to force us to have sex. Because from what I gathered, you like a human girl. Please don't use your mind, emotional trick thingy when I ask this, but do you regret having sex with me?" I asked him.
His eyes widened a little bit. "Of course not. It was amazing from the little bits of information I can recall. I wouldn't want to do it again of course but-" He stopped when he saw my reaction to him saying that he wouldn't want to do it again. "Oh no! I didn't mean it like that. I mean like, I don't want you to do it again with me because I mustn't be the right guy for you. I like you a lot and you just said you like me, and I don't know how this would go with Demitri or-" I stopped him off there and kissed him.
It took him by surprised but in a second he kissed me back. "I don't remember our time last night. But I can certainly remember this Ciel. And I don't want to forget kissing you. I don't care if you are the right guy for me or not because I want to be yours. I want to keep kissing you and I want to be in bed with you... but later on in the future. Really later on because I don't know that without being in a state of drugs, that I can be ready for it again. But right now I want to kiss you until the end of days." I told him.
Ciel smiled a sexy grin and put me on his piggy back. "Well we can kiss at home. And I understand about your wish for sex. But right now let's get back before the rest start to wonder where we are. Don't tell Demitri that we had sex though. Or anyone. Because I will be killed if they found out." He told me and started to run home. I let out a giggle and felt really happy.