I hung up
"What do I stand for? What do I stand for? But I still wake up, I still see your ghost. Oh, Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh. Most nights I don't know... So this is it. I sold my soul for this? Washed my hands of that for this? I miss my mom and dad for this?"
"I don't know." I whispered.
I waited for Louis to come and he knocked. "Hi Louis." I said with tears coming down my face. My mascara dripped off my face. El pushed Louis out of the way and comforted me. I cried all over her shoulder. "Let's go get you cleaned up." She says.
I wash my face in the bathroom sink and came out. "Well that's a little better. Let's get you dressed up a bit." "W-wait are we going out?!" "Maybe!" She says singing.
She gets me in a short black dress and gets some makeup out. "I'm only putting mascara and eye liner on." She says. "Ok. I have some lip stick." I feel a tear coming down. "No. Don't cry. You're strong. He's nothing. The way he hurt you. You're stronger than that. C'mon Lily."
I nod and wipe the tear. I grab my lipstick and put it in my purse.
Eleanor grabs mine and Louis' hand and we get in the car. She drives for about 15 minutes and we arrive at a fancy restaurant. "OK. we're here. Lou, you can take her in. I have to make an important phone call." she says, "I'll meet you two in there."
Louis guides the way into the restaurant and gets us a table.
"Soooo..." I interrupt the awkward silence. "Sooooo..." Louis says back. "What's taking El so long?!" I quickly say to end the awkwardness. El rushes to our table, "guys, sorry but my manager says I have to go to a shoot even this late. I'm really sorry. I will see you at home, Lou. Don't try anything. And Lily don't you either. I'll see you later." She kisses Louis on the cheek and goes to her car. I wave as she backs out of her parking spot.
"I'm not really hungry anymore." I say. "Neither am I. Do you want to go somewhere else?" "Sure! That'll be lovely!" I say grabbing my coat.
He drives to a hill and parks his car. "Wow! It's very nice out here." I say mesmerised. "Yeah. Look how pretty the stars look."
"No. When I see stars, that's all they are." I say looking at my feet. "I'm sorry. That's just what Niall and I used to love. The stars at night." I say with another tear coming down my face. The hot tears come down quicker. "Please don't cry." He says lifting my chin with his finger. "You're so pretty when you cry. He wasn't ready to say goodbye. When you cry, it's tearing me apart. It's really tearing me apart." "LOUIS!!! You have Eleanor. Please don't fall for me. But thanks anyway."
I hear a loud boom and I see light all over the sky. "Oooh! The fireworks are starting." I say wiping the tears.
A giant heart comes up in the sky. "It's beautiful." I say with my mouth open. "Not as much as you." He says kissing me passionately.