Vic had left me for a couple of days to give me some time to myself. I talked to him and Audrey over the phone a little when I felt like I needed to talk. Opening up about it was really helping me. I mean, I don't know how okay I’ll ever be with the whole thing, but since I had more than just Audrey’s support, I felt a little better about it. Vic had asked me out only a couple of days prior. I was a little nervous. I hadn't gone out with a guy in a really long time. Really, I never had. And to be completely honest, it scared me even more. Vic didn't tell me what he had planned for our date, but he did tell me that I should just dress casual, so I figured it was just a movie or dinner. Something of that nature, probably.
I sat on the couch in my living room, waiting for Vic to come pick me up. I couldn't keep my leg from bouncing or my hands from patting and rubbing my knees. I was insanely nervous and started chewing on the inside of my lip. I heard a knock on my door, and it made me jump a little. My heart pounded in my chest as I walked over to open the door. Vic stood there dressed in basic black skinnies and a purple button-down shirt. Simple, but he looked great. He even had flowers.
“You’re really cheesy,” I said, smiling as I rolled my eyes.
“I just thought it’d be nice,” he replied with a shrug, handing the bouquet to me. I took them from him and invited him in. I filled a glass up with water and set the flowers in it. I knew that actually didn't help the flowers, but that's what you do. “Are you ready?”
“Yeah, let’s go.” He and I left my house and got in his car.
“So are you going to tell me where we’re going?”
“I thought we could just get some food. I made us reservations. It’s not really fancy, but it’s not some rundown, shit place either.” I smiled, and my nerves calmed a little. But I kept playing with my hair in the mirror, and Vic took notice of that. “Oh, stop playing with your hair. You look great.”
“Thanks,” I mumbled.
We arrived at the restaurant and went inside. “Hello, do you have a reservation?” a young woman asked.
“Yeah, it should be under Fuentes,” Vic told her. I never knew his last name. Fuck me if I ever actually try to say it, but it sounded sexy.
“Okay, right this way.” The girl brought us to a small booth close to the back. “Can I start you off with something to drink?” Before I could say anything, Vic ordered.
“How about some of your most popular wine?” The waitress nodded and walked away from us, leaving us to look through the menu.
“You are really fucking cheesy.” I laughed at him.
“What? It’s a date, and I like being cheesy on first dates. Don't pretend that you don't like it because I can see the way that you're smiling.” That only made me blush a little bit more.
“Yeah... I think it’s cute.”
We talked and ate. He taught me how to say his last name. It just sounded even sexier as he taught it to me. It turns out that it means ‘fountains’ in Spanish. I eventually just pretended I couldn't say it so that he would say it again. Not gonna lie, I was a little turned on. He eventually caught on to what I was doing, so he changed the subject. Vic ordered some kind of chicken, and I ordered spaghetti and a Caesar salad. Yes, I’m feminine, get over it. Vic, being the cheesy romantic guy that he was, fed me a piece of chicken. More like force fed, but it was still cute.
“Thanks… for this. I’ve never had a date like this,” I said as I blushed.
“You’re welcome. What was your first date?” he asked.
“Honestly... I’ve never really had one.” He took a bite of food and swallowed before speaking.
“You’ve never been on a date before?”
“I know, I know. I'm twenty-four and never had a first date. Not even with... him,” I admitted.
“Well,” he started, “I'm glad to be your first.” He smiled and winked at me.
We finished eating, and I actually had a really good time with him. He paid the waitress, like a gentleman should, and we walked out. Parking was a little far away, so we got to walk for a little bit. I don't know why or how, but I had a little bit of a confidence boost. I reached my hand out and linked it with Vic’s. He looked at our hands for a second before intertwining our fingers together.
“So I was thinking that we could go back to my house, and we could watch a movie or something? My roommate’s away until tomorrow morning, and I like making the best of it,” Vic suggested once we got in the car.
“Sure, I’d like that,” I answered back. We were definitely going to make the best of it with his roommate being away. It’s been a long time since I watched a movie with someone.
“We’re here,” Vic informed me as we pulled up to a small house. Mine was definitely bigger, but I liked his. It was cute. “I know it’s nothing like yours, but...”
“No, I like it. Mine is way too big for me. I really like it. It’s cute and actually looks like a home.” He smiled back at me, and I blushed a little bit. He made me blush way too much.
We got out and walked inside. It was cozy. Compared to outside, it was warm. I wouldn’t mind living in a house like that one day. “The living room is right through here.” He showed me through the doorway into the living room. “You can set your stuff over here,” he said pointing to a table by a small mirror, and I did as he instructed. “Is there anything that you wanna watch?”
“No, anything is okay.” I shook my head. I wasn't really planning on watching too much of the movie anyway. Vic walked over to his DVD stand and picked out The Hangover. I laughed at his choice in movies. He put it in the DVD player and went to get something to drink, coming back with some Coke—which he then set down next to me—and putting his arm over my shoulder. I nuzzled myself into his side. I felt really comfortable like that. I could really get used to just being with him.
About half way through the movie, I was starting to get really horny. To be honest, I was all night. So I started kissing his neck and around his collarbone. I could feel his breathing falter a little bit. I started unbuttoning his shirt and kissing his chest. He pulled my face up so that he could push his lips against mine. He pulled my whole body into his lap so that my legs rested on either side of him. He put his hands on my hips, and mine were placed around his neck, tanging in his hanging hair. We kissed for a little before I started grinding my hips on him. He moaned and bit my bottom lip, tugging on it. His shirt was completely unbuttoned by now, with my hands roaming up and down and lightly playing with his nipples. He moaned again and gripped my hips tight, pulling off my shirt. It looked like I’d found something else he liked.
“How about we go to my room?” I nodded. He hooked his hands firmly under my thighs and stood up. My legs wrapped around his waist so that I wouldn't fall. He kept kissing me and sucking on my neck while he carried me to the bedroom. I felt the door open behind my back when he pushed me into it. He went over and dropped me on the bed, him falling on top of me. I pulled off his shirt, and my arms tightened around his back. He rocked his lower body into mine, making us both moan. I was so turned on and hard—it was starting to get really painful in my pants. He kissed and nibbled his way down my chest to my pants, kissing the sensitive skin above them. He started taking them off slowly. It was almost torture, how slow he was going.
He undid the button and zipper and pulled them down to mid-thigh and started mouthing my member through my boxers. “Shit,” I moaned, and my hips bucked up. He pulled my pants off my ankles to the floor and did the same thing to my boxers. He took his pants and boxers off, too, throwing them into the same pile of unwanted clothing. He climbed back on the bed, stroking my length and kissing me.
He went back down, placing kisses all around the inside of my thighs and rubbing everywhere that wasn't my erect member. I was starting to get really frustrated with his teasing. “Fuck, please, Vic,” I groaned. He smirked at me and licked the tip and sucked me into his mouth. I moaned loudly as he took me farther into his mouth. He sucked all the way up and off of me. Vic grabbed my member and started stroking it as he began to suck on the tip again. I tried bucking my hips to get more of me in him, but he held my hips with his other hand so that I couldn't move.
I bawled my fist in the sheets, rolling my head back as he bobbed up and down. “Holy shit,” I groaned as I felt my dick hit the back of his throat. He didn't even gag. He swallowed all of me over and over. It felt better than anything. “Shit, Vic, if you don't stop, I’m gonna come right now.” He smirked and got off of me. He placed his lips on mine and sucked on the bottom one again.
“Fuck, I want you so bad,” he growled. I made his body rock into mine some more. I pushed him up a little. I really wanted to try something.
“Can I, uh... Can I top you?” I asked. I hoped I was using the right term. I never got a chance to learn all of that. He smiled and kissed me.
“Yeah.” I was surprised he agreed so fast, but I wasn't complaining. As long as we had sex.
I flipped us over so that I was on top of him. He told me that a condom and some lube were in the drawer, so I got them out. “Do I need to... y’know... stretch you?” He shook his head at me.
“No, I'm used to it. Plus, it feels better when your partner is tighter.” He winked at me, and that went straight to my dick. I put the condom on and lubed myself up. I lifted his legs some so that they were loosely around my hips. I lined myself up and slowly pushed the tip in. Both of us moaned in unison. He used his legs to let me know to continue. I pushed all the way in slowly, causing myself to let out a long, loud groan. He was so fucking tight and warm around me. Yeah, this was definitely better than being with a girl.
I sucked on his neck, making sure I was leaving love bites all over him. I pulled out and pushed back it. Vic moaned under me, and I swear it was the hottest thing I'd ever heard. I did it again, but that time faster. I kept that steady pace until I heard him yell and swing his head back, detaching our lips. I looked at him, a little worried that I’d hurt him. “No, no, don't stop. Do that again... more,” he breathed out. I locked our lips together and started moving fast, making sure that I was hitting that spot inside of him. His legs got tighter around me, and his nails scratched my back. I pulled up to look at him. His face was pink, and his hair sticking to his forehead with sweat. He was breathing heavily as loud, desperate moans spilled from his mouth. That had to have been one of the sexiest things I think I’d ever seen.
I grabbed hold of him and started flicking my wrist quickly. He arched his back and whined desperately, gyrating his hips. “I'm gonna come, holy shit, fuck, Kells. I'm gonna come.” I rammed myself into him fast and pinched the head of his dick a little, and that was it for him. He came, shooting onto his stomach. He clenched tightly around me, making me climax as well. I rode out both of our highs before pulling out of him and dropping onto the bed next to him.
I rolled off the condom and tossed it in the trash next to the nightstand. “Holy fuck, you were so tight.” Vic chuckled at me.
“Yeah. It’s been a while since I bottomed.” He turned and kissed me. “But it felt so fucking good.” We slowly caught our breath. “How was your first top with a guy?”
“Fucking amazing.” I grinned to myself. “But I kind of prefer bottoming. It’s a lot of work being the top.” He laughed at me and pulled me to his chest. He planted kisses all over my face.
“You're really good in bed, by the way.”
“I know.” I gave him a cocky smile. “But so are you.” I rolled onto my side so I could put my arm over his chest. My body felt weak and tired, so not long after Vic, I fell asleep happy. I was positive now that I had feelings for him, but it was such a strange concept for me. I was stuck between letting him in and keeping him out. But for right now, both of us were content