I have to leave. I'm getting feelings for Niall that I don't want. I need to leave for a while until they go. I can't get Louis to leave with me, he's in the same band. I just, I just don't know what to do. I'm wearing a 'ain't no wifey' crop top and high waisted zip leopard print shorts. Dark brown dc martins and gold chain necklace. Studded gold braclets and and black beanie over my curled hair. I started to pack my bags. I have no other choice. I'm not going to go forever. I can't do that. I love Louis to much. But I need to leave for a while. Louis walks into our room. "Babe, what are you doing?" He asks me. "I'm just going to stay at a friends house for a while." I lie. "How long is a while?" Louis asks me his eyes are starting to leak. "Just 2 or 3 weeks. Not long. I'll be back before you know it." I smile at Lou. "You can't do that. We have our big photoshoot coming up. Shooting Midnight Memories music video and plans for our second 1D Day. We also have to run through Where We Are tour venues and staging. You can't leave this our busiest month." Louis moans. "Louis!" I shout. "I wont be gone long. I have to go." I say and pick up my bags. "Where does she live, in case I need you." Lou asks. "Boo, please. I'll keep in touch just leave me for a while." I tell him. "Do you still love me?" Louis asks nearly crying. "Of course I do. What are you on. I wouldn't leave you for anyone!" I tell him now hugging him. "But your leaving me now." I feels his tears drip onto my hair. "This is different. See you soon my perfect boy." I kiss his cheek then head for the door. Niall runs out of the kitchen to me. "Where are you going?" He asks. His perfect little accent mesmerizing me. Shut up T!"Away. Please move so I can leave." I say as bluntly as possible. "You can't leave we have so much to do this month." He tells me. Yes I know Niall I'm not fucking stupid god. I say in my head then mid roll my eyes. "Niall, I will be back just move." I say trying not to cry. These boys are my life now. I can't just leave them. They have changed my life so much. But I have to leave. For the sake of Louis and I. Niall leaned in for a hug and I let him. But he then kissed my lips not for long but enough for me to feel the passion. "Niall!" I shout. "I love you T." I nodded and quickly ran away. Through the door and into the car. I then drove away. I can't believe Niall! I drove to the orphanage. "Kyle!" I shout up to his window. He's there, still. He see's me through his window then turns away again. "Kyle!" I shout again. No answer "KYLE!" I scream. "What?!" He shouts opening the window. "I need you." I tell him. I see him roll his eyes then shut the window. He opens the door and steps out. "Whats happened now?" He asks with his arms out wide. It's hard to imagine that I'm older. I hug him. "Niall and Louis." I cry. "Babe, come one we are going shopping." He says and steps back into the house and grabs his leather jacket. He really knows me well .Shopping is like any other girls cookie dough ice cream. It helps me cope. But it's like a secret. --at the shopping center-- "So basically I found out Niall still likes me now I can't get it out my head and I kinda am starting to get feelings fro him and Louis has no idea so I have to leave to get rid of these meaningless feelings so I can continue to have a happy normal life with Louis." I tell Kyle. "Well the shopping is perfect. And I know it's not much but you can stay with me for a while." Kyle says. I nod. "Thank you." I smile as we enter a shop. "This!" Kyle says and hands me and black leather jacket with gold studs on the shoulder. I nod. "Yes!" I take it to the till and go to pay but Kyle does. "Thank you." I smile. "Your Welcome Liv." Kyle smiles. It's a long time since I have been called that. Wow. I just smile. We end up buying 8 full big bags and 4 small ones of clothes, shoes and makeup. I get a message from Niall. From: Nialler:) Ring me now! I do it I mean it could be something important. N: T, oh my. Thank you. It's just we have someone saying she's your mom. I mean I thought she was dead. Me: So did I. I answer and hang up. "Kyle we need to go see Emma."