In the state of loss,you become numb. It isn't a small piece missing, it's your entirety that feels out of place.Your mind becomes vacant and you begin to feel nothing. The moments of pure innocence are the moments you crave the most. Just one moment to feel as if the world isn't over and you are still alive. but they aren't. The one thing keeping you from feeling, is the fact that they cannot. No more love. No more life for them to live. It's over for them. But that is something you will not admit. You will not say they're gone because that means moving on and moving on means forgetting and forgetting them, you cannot.