im still in the hospital because i was put on the suicide list so they're keeping me here until they no i wont try to kill myself again. luckily i haven't been stuck here alone, justin has been staying with me. He has been acting kind of wierd though. He's always looking out the hospital window, like he's looking for someone. I don't know who he'd be looking for though, everyone in his gang is always here with him. We've all gotten really close. well almost all of us. For some reason this girl Makayla hates me and when her, Justin, and i are in a room together you can pretty much feel the tension. its awkward. why doesnt she like me though? and ever since i told Justin what happened he acts all weird. like all the stuff that i seen him do, he didnt do. or maybe i didnt see it. maybe i just imagined it and now he thinks i phsyco or something.. i hope im not psyco because if i am theyre going to put me into a psyciatric institute. i hope Justin hasnt told anyone else about what i told him..
"Mrs. Clark?" said the doctor as he walked in looking at his clip board.
"after watching you for the past two weeks we have decided that it is safe for you to go home. you will be discharged in an hour."
"okay thank you." i said and he nodded and exited the room.
I began to gather my things that had slowly built up in this room the longer i was here. i went from having a simple bag to having enough clothes to fill a dresser. it was like i had moved into the hospital. "Hey Chelsey, I seen the doctor leaving the room, whatd he say? any good news?" Justin said walking into the room.
"he said i can leave in an hour."
"oh thats great!" he said giving me a hug.
"yeah i know!" then he began helping me pack my things.
the thought if earlier kept running through my mind. did he tell anyone else? why was makayla being so mean to me, like seriously what did i ever do to her?
after about five minutes of per silence i had to ask him. it was killing me.
"Hey Justin" i said shyly
"did you tell anyone what i told you?"
"about what? you saying you came back for me?"
"yeah, i told the doctor and he said that its possible."
"so.. you do you think im crazy?" i asked holding back the tears. i dont no why i was getting so upset but i was.
"of course not Chelsey!" he said putting down my jeans he was folding and hugging me. i dont know why but i loved being in his arms. i felt warm comfortable... safe. like i belonged in his arms.
"so can i ask you something?"
"you just did" he said laughing.
"anyways, yes you can." he smiled
"why does Makayla hate me? i haven't done anything to her."
"shes jealous of you."
"because i broke up with her when she tried to make me choose between you and her."
"so why'd you break up with her?"
he looked down "because i chose you Chelsey."
my heart skipped a million beats. there was no doubt in my mind that i loved him now, but we couldnt be together.. could we?
After mine and Chelsey's conversation we didnt really talk. it was quiet but not the awkward quiet. The good kind that you enjoy. Once we got all her things ready it was time for her to be discharged. it didnt take very long. I had to sign some paper and so did the doctor but then we were free to leave. before i took her home i took her out to a fancy resturaunt because she hadn't had any real food in months. she has only really had hospital food, which we all no isnt very good.
when we reached the resturaunt Chelsey was suprised. i had decided to take her to her favorite place to eat, logans steak house. we walked into the resturaunt and sat in a booth in the back. we talked for hours about random things as we ate, then i took her to the movies. when we finally went home it was about 3 in the morning. we walked inside laughing when suddenly we were stopped.
"what are you guys doing home?" we said in unison.
"we live here." said Chelsey's parents. "we got a call that Chelsey had been in the hospital for a month!" said her mom clearly upset. "you guys have a LOT of explaining to do!!" said her father as he crossed his arms. he was beyond pissed and i had a strong feeling that this wouldnt end well.
HEY GUYS I TOLD YOU ID UPDATE!!
IM SORRY THAT THIS IS A CRAPPY CHAPTER.
I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN SO LONG SO IT I HAVE TO GET USE TO IT AGAIN.
ANYWAYS, WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?
WILL CHELSEY AND JUSTIN END UP TOGETHER AND
WHAT ARE HER PARENTS GOING TO DO..
I HOPE THEY DONT BLAME JUSTIN!!
OH AND I WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU TO BROOKIE FOR READING THIS
YOURE THE BEST COUSIN EVERRR!!
ANYWAYS, I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. THANKS FOR
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