I woke up and found out my pillow was blue. What the?... Then I remembered what we did yesterday and I smile came across my face. I cold shower made me feel fresh and almost all of the pain was out of my hair. I found Michael in the living room. 'My parents are of to work so we have the house for our own.' He said. I smiled. 'Great, let's make out.' Michael's eyes got big. 'That was a joke!' Michael bursted out in laughter. 'You said that we have the house for our own like we have anything to hide.' I explained my bad joke. Michael was still laughing. 'Always a great laugh with you Styles.' He said as he stood up to get a drink. 'I'm too lazy to make breakfast so I'm eating noodles.' 'Noodles are fine.' I answered.
Michael was showering so I was on my own now. I checked my phone every minute, and I'm not sure what I'm waiting for. There is a concert tonight, but the fans expect to see the five of us, we can't keep saying Louis is sick...My phone rining snapped me out of my thoughts, Jay, the display said.
'Oh, Harry, how are you darling?'
'I'm okay, how are you?'
'I'm okay, but I'm worried. Louis told me he left the group.'
'He did...He did be- He thought he needed to. Is Lou okay?'
'I don't know, he cried a lot, and he misses you.'
'Did he say that?'
'Yeah, and he put a picture of you on his nightstand.'
'I miss him too, please tell him to come back.'
'I told him but he doesn't listen. On time I kinda forced him and he started crying and he didn't stop for an hour.'
My stomach dropped. Since when does Louis cry so much? the last time was when his parents got divorced.
'I really miss him Jay...Lou is my soulmate.'
I came out of the shower, all fresh and clean. Ready for the concert tonight. I was pretty exited, also because I knew Harry was feeling better. When I was dressed I walked into the hallway to the living and then I heard a heartbreaking sound, the sound of Harry crying. I walked in and Harry held is phone in his hand and his other hand covered face. 'Harry!' I ran to him and sat next to him, wrapping my arms around him. 'What happened?' I gave Harry some time to calm down before he told me what happened. 'Jay called me...She told me Louis cries a lot and he barely eats...He doesn't sleep...' My eyes widened. 'Maybe he needs some time?' I tried to make it better, but I knew it wouldn't work and I was worried myself. 'The tour is almost over.' 'Yeah, but I need to be there for Louis, I need to be there for him right now!' 'Calm down Harry, I'm sure Louis will be okay, he's strong.' Louis has always been a strong person, but now I'm worries that also he will reach his limit.
The boys of Five Seconds Of Summer left the stage, it was our turn. Never did I feel so sick and tired. I didn't want so perform without Louis, for sure not now I know how he feels. We sang a couple of songs and they wanted to do something special, to sing a song we didn't sing live before. It wasn't a bad idea until they all agreed to sing they don't know about us. I couldn't do anything but agree, we stood there and all the fans could see us. But when my solo came I struggled to get the words out. I looked around and didn't saw the person who the song reminded me of. I looked into the crowd but I saw nothing. I got a lump in my throat and couldn't produce any words. The sound of the music and the crowd faded away. If felt darkness and lonlyness take over my body. Tears formed in my eyes and I didn't even try to stop them from falling. I dropped my mic and ran off the stage, leaving everyone behind me, confused and in shock.
I ran and I kept running, out of the arena and to the underground. I ignored the screaming fans and went straight to the airport. I needed to go back, I couldn't do it anymore. Maybe I can't save the relationship between me and Louis, but at least I should try.
I took a last look behind me and stepped on the plane, the plane back to the UK.