Mitch and I walk down into the living room, where the first couple of guests have started to arrive. My heart is still beating crazy fast, because of what happened only a couple of minutes ago. Mitch’s hand is around mine as he leads me down the stairs. The boys are dressed in outfits similar to Mitch’s. They are standing by the door welcoming people. There are now a couple of handfuls of people stood by the door. I look through the faces and see: Ryan, Bashur, Ashley, Rob, Preston and Mat. Ashley is wearing a beautiful blue dress, which has a very different cut as mine. Hers is a lot shorter, tighter and it shows a lot of cleavage, but she can definitely pull it off.
“Now we're just waiting for Louise,” Jerome smiles. I almost forgot about the beautiful girl he is dating, but I can’t wait to meet her. She seems so lovely! Right after I’m done thinking about how excited I am, she walks through the door.
Louise has just arrived and we walk to the beautifully set table - well it has plates on it. My hand is still around Karoline’s and we walk over to the table and before she can pull her chair out herself, I do it for her.
“Why thank you, kind sir,” she smiles at me before she sits and pulls the chair in under her. Louise sits next to her and they quickly start small talking. I can see in Karoline’s eyes that she is completely star struck, by being in the same room as so many of her YouTube idols. I still feel a bit of the rush from our quite heated kiss earlier and all the memories it brought up within me. I’ve been trying to find somebody who makes me feel like Karoline, for quite a bit of time now, and therefore I have been out with a lot of people lately. Well I don’t even think you could say that I’ve been out with them, it’s more hook ups or one night stands. Most of the girls have been somebody I’ve picked up in a bar or a club. The first couple of times I tried to pick somebody I felt like could be something for me, but after a while I just picked girls for the sake of sex. In the last month there had been at least 7 and that is not even the most in a month. I liked hooking up with those girls, but they made me feel nothing like Karoline does. She brings a feeling up in me - a feeling of being appreciated for other than my ability to give them an orgasm. I know at has been bugging the guys that I bring home a new chick every other day and they have told me that I need not just to think of my sexual needs, but also my needs of love and somebody who actually likes being with me. Because of that almost all of the boys have told me that the thing I have Karoline shouldn’t be a joke, because you can clearly tell that she likes me just as much as I like her.
This meal is fantastic! I’ve been talking to Louise most of the time as Mitch is talking to all the other guys. Ashley is sitting on the opposite side of us, but she is still a part of our conversation. I’m also just looking at all the people I’ve been looking up to the last 2 years of my life. This is literally a dream come true! While Mitch is talking to the other guys he slowly grabs out for my hand and I let him take it only letting go, when taking another mouthful of food. I give it a little squeeze and he looks to me.
“Are you enjoying dinner?” he asks me.
“Of course I am! This is literally amazing!”
“Just you wait, this isn’t everybody who is coming and I promise you, that you are going to be excited!” he teases me with a little smirk. I really can’t think of anybody else who could be coming!