My mother is insane if she really thinks I am going to a private school. It is so pointless to fight with her though. I climbed the stairs and into my room. I already have enough problems as it is. I grab my cell phone off my desk and dial my friend, Amber's, number. It rings a few times before she answers.
"Ella! Hey!" She answers cheerfully.
I sigh and lay my back on the bed. "Hey Amber."
She calms a little. "Why the sad voice?"
"My mum is sending my sister and I to this high class private school. I don't want to leave you guys." I pout into the phone.
Amber gasped, "NO! Who am I going to stroll into school with on the first day? You're Ella Payne. Everyone loves you!"
I sigh, "Thanks for making me feel better, not really." I said very airy.
"Sorry Ella. School is in two weeks. They can't do this to you!" Amber said getting angry
I flipped over to my stomach, "Yes, they can and they have. My dad just seemed to go along with it. Doesn't matter. I'm going! It doesn't sound as bad as it does... Maybe they have cute guys or something." I say more confused then knowing.
Amber sighed. "Yeah. We can still hang and stuff right?"
I nodded, "Yeah! I'm not moving or anything."
Amber laughed. "Good! I need to go. I will talk to you later!" She almost yelled into the phone.
I laughed. "Okay! Bye!"
I walked down stairs into the kitchen on my parents talking. I stayed back and listened.
"Liam. I know you want this, but I don't. She is perfectly fine without him. She is a normal kid. She doesn't have two different homes. She has one. She can't handle it anyway." My mum sighed.
"Rosalin, I know. Just think. Maybe he has been trying to find her, but doesn't even know where to look." My dad said pacing.
What in the world are they talking about?
"Really? Liam that's the biggest piece of bullshit I have ever heard. He walked out on us and never even thought to come back. He had his chance but he didn't take it. He knew where we were. We were there for a month, maybe even more before Paul said go on our own lives. It was hell having to raise her when she was asking where he was! You were there, you saw it all. He never even tried!!" My mum was nearly in tears.
"I know babe. I know. I'll drop it. Sorry I brought it up again."
What the hell is happening?
I lost my balance and hit the vase beside me, causing it to waddle and make noise. I kept the vase from falling and braking but I fell right in front of my parents.
"Uh, hi.." I said shyly
My mum wiped her face, "What do you think you're doing back there?" I couldn't tell if she was upset or just really angry. I went with both.
"Chilling, next to my favorite vase." I answered looking away from them.
My mum sighed. "What did you hear." She sounded worried.
I shrugged. "Everything, but I don't understand, who are you talking about?"
My mom nodded. "No one.. Your grounded."
I stood up. "What do you mean, grounded?"
"I mean, no phone, no T.V. Nothing. No internet. Give me your phone." She held out her hand.
I puffed air. "Why? I didn't do anything!"
My dad just stood there as mum was grilling me. " You are grounded for ease dropping and lying. We told you NOT to do those things. Hand it over, NOW !!" She put her hand our again.
I stepped back. "Dad!?" Why isn't he taking up for me?
"Babe, I am normally on your side, but this time is to far. You might hear something you don't need to hear. We warned you. Give your phone to your mum." He narrowed his eyes at me.
I took a deep breath, "Why? So you both can keep secrets from me? From my sister and I? So we will look like the fools of the family?" I crossed my arms. Not backing down.
"Ella Payne! Give me your phone now! Your grounded till school starts! You can have your phone back in a week, but you can't leave this house till school starts!" My dad raised his voice at me and mum looked at him shocked.
I felt tears in my eyes. "Fine, Take my phone, and keep everything from me!" I threw my phone at my dad and ran up the stairs and into my room. Locking it.
I handed the iPhone 5c in my hands to Rosalin and put my elbows on the counter and hands in my face.
"God, this feels terrible." I say quietly.
"I know babe. Being a parent sucks , you can't always be the fun parent. Do you now see what I mean by saying she's not ready to know?" Rosalin said, making her point sound like a god.
"Yeah, Maybe I need to go talk to her." I say moving away from to counter and to Rosalin.
"If you want. Your choice." She says with a smirk.
Reading her mind of saying 'Hahaha I knew you would apologize'
I kiss her cheek, "Yeah. I know, I can't be you. I will be back in a few." I smile slightly and walked up the stairs.
I reached Ella's door and turned the knob. It's locked.
"Ella. Open this door please. I need to talk to you." I knock on her door a few times, and wait.
Ella opens the door and her eyes are red and puffy. She looks so much like her mother at this moment. Reminds me of all the times she has shredded a tear because of Niall. I shack my head from my thoughts.
"Yeah dad?" She says rubbing her nose.
"May I come in?" I say almost commanding.
She shrugs, "Are you here to yell at me again?" She says sheltering herself. Same thing her mother did, well does.
"No, I just came to apologize." I say wanting to continue but wait for her to let me in.
Ella moved her body and fully opens the door. Allowing me in her room. Always keeping it clean. I smile, and sit on her bed.
I pat for Ella to sit beside me, she does. "Ella, love, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell or raise my voice at you. It just happened. I don't like you yelling or raising your voice at your mother like you did. It is very disrespectful." I say sternly.
She nodded. "I know, and I'm sorry. I just don't like you and mum keeping things from me.." She says not looking up.
I sigh. "I understand, but ease dropping is not the answer. The reason we keep things from you .is because we want to protect you. The reason we keep things from you and your sister is so your life is easier for you to handle. We don't want you to take things out on yourself or others."
She looked up at me. "Really? You and mum are protecting me?"
I nodded. "Yes. The way you acted just now, showed us that you are not ready to know certain things. That you are not mature enough, but that's normal for your age." I sighed wrapping my arm around Ella.
She smiled and looked up at me, "When do you think I will be able to know these things?"
I smiled back, "When you show your old enough to take it."
She nodded. "Okay I get it." She laughed.
I smiled at her. "Hey, your still grounded."
She frowned. "I know. I'm just going to go to bed. Goodnight" She said hugging me.
I hugged her back and kissed the top of her head. "Goodnight love."
I walked to her door and looked back and saw how blue her eyes were, I blew a kiss and closed her door.
Ella's eyes are a bright blue like Niall's. Rosalin's eyes are more green then blue. Mine are brown. I have no idea how Ella hasn't noticed. Calen, on the other hand, looks just like me, but a girl. Many people say Ella and I look alike, which is good, even though I am not her actual father.
I peek on Calen and see she's sleeping. I kiss her cheek and leave for down stairs. Rosalin is laying in bed. I walk in and change into my boxers then join her.
"How did it go?" She looks up from her book.
I shrugged. "Good actually. she's sorry"
Rosalin scuffs. "She only will apologize to you."
I laugh, "Jealous much?" I crawl into bed.
"No, just saying." She puts her book away and turns to me.
I smile at her and wink.
"What Liam?" she smiles back. "
"Oh... just.. nothing." I sit up.
She sits up. "What?" She is trying to not laugh at me.
I grab her hands and pull her onto my lap and look into her eyes.
"Your eyes are so beautiful. A beautiful green." I say my voice low.
I can feel Rosalin shack and see bumps covering her body. I can tell she is turned on by this. I kiss her lips, losing the little gap between us. Our lips move together as I grind her body against mine. My lips moves from her jaw line to the base of her neck.
"L-Liam. The kids, are up-upstairs." Rosalin has trouble saying.
I move my lips back to hers. "Shh, Their asleep. Its okay." I wink and connect our lips again.
Rosalin giggles as I flip our bodies to where I am above her. I move from her lips straight to her chest. I leave sloppy, wet kisses all over as Rosalin removes my boxers. I remove her tank top and her bottoms leaving her in her undergarments. I laugh as she lays there awkwardly. I lift her up enough to undo her bra, and underwear. I could see her heart thumping out of her chest as I scan her body. I leave a sweet kiss on her cheek as I thrust into her, she whimpers and I move to her lips to get her quiet. I move slowly and evenly.
"F-Faster.. Mover faster L-Liam." Rosalin pleads.
I move fast and faster. Thrusting harder each time. She moans and cried out. I feel our bodies tense together. We both take a deep breath as I pull out. Breathing heavily, Rosalin moves and covers herself and I in the sheets and closer to me.
"I love you." She says passionately.
"I love you too, more than anything." I answer and kiss her head.
She kisses my neck and cuddles into my bare chest. Within minutes Rosalin falls asleep in my arms. I feel myself lost in my thoughts. I am not able to finish them before sleep captures me.