14. Three times? Go die in a ditch
Me and John made up a while ago for the whole forgotten fiasco. He apologized and me, being the softy that I am, forgave him.
It is now February 13. I texted Sydney and we talked about a bunch of random junk. Then somehow the subject came upon John an valentines day. She said that I should ask him to meet me at the park tomorrow to hang out. I said okay and texted John. He said he would make it. Little did I know that was a huge lie. And little did he know I was planning on kissing him when he came.
The next day, I couldn't help but daydream about how perfect it would be when we hung out.
After school, I waited by my window watching the park. I waited. And waited. And waited. By 7:00 pm I gave up all hope. I knew this would happen. This was the third time after all. Once? Whatever. Twice? Oh well. Three times? Go die in a ditch.
I tried texting and calling but he wouldn't answer. Typical.
I guess I just expected him to try harder to show up and actually do it because it was valentines day. Or at least text me a give me a valid reason why he didn't come. But nope. He didn't do either.
The next day was our anniversary. Our four month anniversary. He didn't text me at all and completely ignored all my texts. What the hell!
I talked to Dominique and Ruhama about it and they both said that I should break up with him. I said no. I can't do that to him. Or myself. I was pissed but I wasn't going to take it that far.