5. News crushes and breakups
Around a week after Ruhama an Dominique told me about John flirting lets say things got complicated in my life. I was about to go back inside when it hit me. I like John. I didn't want to let myself do this. Not again. But I just couldn't help it. I was falling for him.
I needed to figure out a way to break up with Joseph. Well if I even would breakup with him. I didn't want to but it would be best.
Then came the day of our first field trip. A girl named Zakara said she needed to tell me something Joseph told her. I told her to sit with me on the bus so we could talk. I knew what she would say was most likely gonna be true cause Joseph talks to we a lot about me.
When we got to the bus and sat down I asked her what she wanted to tell me. What she said was shocking and well unbelievable. I didn't want to believe but I did. I shouldn't have though because it just sounded so fake but of coarse I thought she would tell the truth. I was stupid I know. She said " Joseph wants to break up with you. He says your turning too mean and it's rubbing off on him. "
"How am I mean? I haven't even done anything!" I said.
I decided to break up with him before he got his chance. I had alot of reasons but this was the one I could pretend was the main reason.
The next day I broke up with him and get this. He said "good!"
When we went to our next class, he told the girl behind me to tell me that I was the only only girl for him.
Then when we were in gifted Dominique asked him if he ever even cared and he said "why would I ever care about her?"
Why are all boys so confusing! It's so annoying!