15. I can't stay mad
On Monday, I was going to try my best to stay mad at John. I didn't look at him once during class. But the hard part was during art.
In art, we have assigned seats and I sit at table five along with T'nyla, Julian, Zakara, and John. Yes, John.
In art class, gladly we didn't have to work on our group projects and we had individual drawing. I couldn't help but laugh and smile and talk to everyone including John. Then I would remember that I'm supposed to be mad at him and I would get quiet and ignore everything and everyone around me.
After we talked for a while there was this awkward silence after I realized I was supposed to be mad. After a little while, John broke the silence.
"Are you mad at me?" He asked. A sweetness in his voice that I didn't notice.
"Lil bit" I said harshly.
~skip to recess~
at recess Dominique, Ruhama, and I were going to go rehearse for the talent show but first, they gave John a visit. They told me that he said that he couldn't come because his mom wasn't letting him out of the house. He said he didn't text me because his phone was acting weird. I've heard that excuse before.
We ended rehearsal early and Alina dragged me over to where John was, against my will I might add.
John just avoided me and had this really sad look on his face. He was staring off into space in my direction, his eyes getting puffy. I couldn't take it. It was like he apologized in secret and I forgave him. I'm too soft I know but I couldn't bare with him being so sad.
Then we started hanging out and we got passed it.