"Seriously? You thought that killing yourself would help? And I thought that I was stupid" I turn around to see a girl of my age shaking her head disappointingly.
So that voice I heard wasn't in my head, it was a real person. Why does she care about me and my life? No one ever does.
"you're wrong Liz. People care about you but you are too stubborn to see and accept that!" Wow, this must be very personal for her because she starts taking at me when I thought that. How did she even knew? Can she read mind or something like that? Where am I thinking about right now?
"You think about your guitar right now." Wow! She really can read my mind...
"That is not the point Liz! The point is that killing yourself is the stupidest thing ever! You have to be thankful that you have a life because some people don't. I can give you this chance to get back to life but I'll give you a mission" she starts to get my interest even when I don't know if me still being alive would be good for anybody.
"and that task is? if I may ask." The girl, I don't even know her name, laughs a little bit and I doubt about this whole thing that I'm in but she looks trustworthy enough to me.
"My name is Evanna, Eve for short that's what I prefer." So this girl is called Eve, interesting name.
"You may not believe in your family anymore but I do. And I know that they're still alive. Promise me that you'll try to find them because they miss you more than you can imagine. Promise me!" I nod obedient at the girl and she smiles again. She was really weird.
My family is dead for over fifteen years because of me.
"no they aren't. I can help you. But you have to let me in, if you want the help. It's gonna be a lang and hard way to find them.
You need all the help you can get. In your life has been one big fat fucking lie and you need people who will stand by you." I want to protest and ask her stuff but a strong pain in my chest prevents me.
"what's this! You said that I wouldn't die now!" Why do I even care? Nobody else does do why would I? Because she says that my family is somewhere here? Do I really believe that of do I WANT to believe it?
"you're just waking up again. You have to break down the wall that is around you and let people care about you. Stop being this much on your own because you won't succeed this without help. believe in me Liz. Believe in me" The pain gets worse and I scream without a sound because my mouth is dry.
What is happening to me? And do I have to believe that girl?
"yes! Please believe me Liz. Believe me" and out was dark again, alone with my thought I start thinking about what she just told me.
Maybe trying would bring me to family? An aunt or uncle, maybe a nan? It was worth a try.
And then I look on the eyes of a crying girl who squeels when she sees, me looking at her.
My best friend, the person who I relate the most like family but maybe she wasn't?
But maybe Kimberly isn't my closest family.
I hoped you liked it again! The next chapter will be from NyaLuv! I hope you have all had a happy holiday! Xx SummerxLover!!!