“Please say something. Anything. Be mad and disappointed because I didn’t kept looking for you. Be mad that I didn’t protected you good enough, my own little sister. Please say something.” Louis begs me, is desperate . But how can I be mad at him? How could he have kept searching for me? He thought that I was dead for fifteen years, I run away from him when I finally found him.
“Liz please?” he begs and takes my hands. That´s it. I can´t take this any longer! I run away, again…
“Liz stop! I lost you once, I can’t lose you again!” Louis yells I hear the pain and fear in his voice but I don’t stop. I had to get out of here, the sooner the better. But Louis wasn’t planning on giving up either.
“Stop her! Someone please make her stop!” he shouts when we get under the people again. They look at me and Louis. And he yells again.
“Got ya!” a voice says and I feel two arms wrapping around my waist. I panic and I have the feeling that I am about to pass out. “No! Liz!” There is was, the darkness took over me and Louis’ voice is the last thing I hear
What is wrong with Louis? Why does he think my 'almost girlfriend' is the one he has been looking for? Liz would have told me if it was true, but the way he freaked out when she blacked out...
"Liam what did you do!" Lou shouts angrily and Liam looks at him. "what did I do? You are the one the let a girl freak out, you told us to stop her and that's what I did... You don't have to thank me." he was indignand, that was hearable in his voice.
"Who is she?" Niall whispered at me and I sighed softly. "my girlfriend" I whispered back, hoping Louis wouldn't hear it...
"What!" he shouted and jumped up, looking at me with an angry face. "She is what!" he screamed and I took a step back.
"You are dating my little sister! You promised me you would help me find her and you fucking start dating her!" he stood only an inch away from me and I gulped.
"You fucking lied to me! I thought we were friends Harry! I told you how much I missed her and that I needed to talk to her and you lied about knowing her, or even seeing her! You asshole!" then I had enough of his yelling and insulting.
"I lied? You lied to me, to us! You said you were looking for your cousin that didn't wanted to see you, not your sister! How do we know she even is your sister?!
I have, we all have been at your place mulitiple times but never, never there was a picute of someone like her! Explain that to us. Why would you have a misterious sister no one knew about?" I saw in his face that he was getting nervous...
It was too obvious that he was hiding something, and till he explained the full story to all of us and Liz said it was true, till that moment I didn't believed a word of what he said.
He didn't looked at me anymore, he had only eye for my girlfriend and I couldn't help but feel jealous. What if they had had an relation and he tried to get her to go back together?
She would never choose me over him. Louis is a person who you can trust, he never did anything wrong to anyone and on the othere side there is me... A player according to the media, a player and a manwhore... I cheated on my previous girlfriends...
Why didn't I realized then that what I did would come back to me... Especially now, when I finally really have feelings for someone.
Karma, had to be.
“Give her some air! I need water. Now!” I heard Louis. I wanted to react on his voice but I couldn’t. Nothing worked.
“Liz… Please be okay. I just got you back. I can’t lose you again. You’re everything to me.” He said worried and he stroke some hair out of my face.
Slowly I got my senses back. I was laying on a floor. My head was on something soft and everything in my body screamed for a more comfortable position.
“Louis, who is she?” I heard different voices asking him the same question over and over but he didn’t react. He only got attention for me. I tried with all my strength to move my hand and after several attempts it worked. My hand lifted a bit.
“Liz! Liz please if you hear me squeeze my hand. Please.” He said happily when he saw my hand moving. I tried it again but the only thing that happened were my fingers who moved a bit. But he felt it and cheered.
"She's waking up guys!" Ouch, that hurted my ears pretty much.
“Louis! Who is she!” but he didn’t answered the question. I tried again to move a part of my body. Maybe my eyes? Would that work? I tried and slowly I saw several heads above me.
“Liz! Oh, I’m so glad that you’re alright.” Louis yelled and he hugged me. I got a bottle of water and drunk it in one go.
“Some air would be nice Lou… please don’t kill me” he shook his head while he laughed at me. I had my family now. Why did I even run?
Why did I acted like a coward and run while I should have been happy that after so many years I had them back in my life again. That I wasn’t family less anymore. That I have a last name…
That I am a Tomlinson…
I hugged her tiny body tight and felt tears falling down my cheeks. My baby sister was alive again.
She smiled at me and then something caught her attention, the curly boy in the back of the room, a hurt and mad expression on his face, which softened a bit when he saw Liz looking at him.
"Harry, you only used me to get me to him!" she said in tears. "I thought you meant the words you said." her voice was broken and full of sadness and anger.
"I trusted you... I finally trusted someone in my life and you ruind it." he shook his head and came to her, she looked away, trying to not look at him.
"Lizzy please, I would never do that I promise you!" he sounded hurt and insulted but I couldn't give Liz wrong. It wouldn't be the first time Harry used someone for his own good.
"Baby please, this hurts." he says to her. "You can trust me and I know I screwed up in the past with others but I promise you, I changed... You are my reason to change." she looked at him just as I did.
"Liz, I gotta bring you to a doctor first and to mom and dad of course..." I said and hugged her again, hoping she'd forget about Harry.
"What happened, why did you left those years ago, why did you run a week ago?" she swallowed and I lifted her chin up so she had to look at me.
"I... I was scared?" she said softly. "Scared? Lizzy why would you be scared to get back to us? Don't you have any idea how much I missed you... How much mom and dad missed you!" I didn't noticed I raised my voice at her till I felt Liam holding my shoulder.
"Louis, take a step back now. I know you missed her and were hurt but you are scaring her." Was I? Was I scaring my little sister like my father always did?
"Come here, I know a bedroom here and you can rest there, you need to lay down." I saw Zayn taking her away and I wanted to scream, get him to stop, but Kim stopped me.
"Louis please, I will explain it later but let her be on her own for a moment. She waited for this, but also feared this, for more then fifteen years. She needs to figure it out herself before she can tells you." What!? She knew her too!? She knew her for all those fifteen years I thought she was dead??!
"You know her too Kim!" I yelled at her and she took a step back. "Yes, she was the one I was looking for when I got the accident." she said to the floor and I becan to feel angry again. Why did everybody but me knew her!? She was my sister and I was the only one that didn't knew her at all.
I was hurt by what Liz said to me. How could she think I used her? I didn't knew she was related to Louis, if I knew I would have asked her what their history was so I knew if I could trust Louis with her.
"So you and Harry are dating?" I heard Zayn's voice through my bedroomdoor to Liz.
I had to listen carefully to hear her answer, "Yes... But- but I thought I could trust him." her broken voice made my heart sink.
"He didn't knew you and Lou were related. Louis asked him multiple times to help him find a cousin he lost due to a fight... Harry always denied knowing her, so like, knowing you. He didn't knew it darling, I promise you." I was glad Zayn believed me, now I could only hope that Liz would forgive me and start trusting me again.
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