Kylie is constantly on my mind,its driving me crazy.
But in a wonderful way.
She's the first thing I think of as soon as I open my eyes,cliché..but true.
She makes me feel complete,ironic I know.
She makes me the best person I could possibly be,helping me handle my attitude. Showing me right from wrong. She knows exactly how to handle me and that is why I love her,yeah...I love her.
Since I started this career I've been swimming in money and love..but no matter how much I had,I always felt slightly empty.
Scooter was like a second father to me and I treated him as family. When I realised that he had a daughter my age I always thought Scoot would put his child first over me so I grew slightly jealous,I found any way I could to annoy her to get back at her. She didn't do anything but I always felt like she did...so I took my anger out on her.
Soon enough my albums were flying off the shelves and tours were being arranged...I knew Scooter would pay more attention to me after that so I knew for a fact that if I kept getting successful,it means longer hours of work for him to prepare for future opportunities,leaving Kylie waiting on the sidelines.
I felt powerful and I guess things just got out of hand..I never knew this whole jealousy thing would outbreak and cause so many fights between a girl I never got to knew properly.
And now were together..
Ask me half a year ago that me and Kylie would be a thing and I would of booked you an appointment for a mental asylum.
I smiled as a text came through from my girl.
'Morning Justin,anything planned for today?'
I thumbed out a reply instantly.
'Of course babe,give me a second and I'll come get you'
I waited for a reply but it never came.
I got up off the couch and grabbed my shoes,pulling my hood over my head I headed out the door towards the girls room.
I opened the door to see Justin beaming at me,his chocolate brown eyes catching the sun as he stared at me for a moment.
''Morning babygirl.'' He chimed,pulling me into a tight hug as he kissed my forehead.
I felt so loved.
I couldn't hide my smile as he pulled away and grabbed my hands,entwining them with his.
He rubbed his thumb over my hand as he pecked my lips once,slowly pulling away as his eyes stayed shut. He kissed me again,pulling my arms behind him causing our chests to bump together,he wrapped his arms around me and rocked us slightly as he pulled away once again. ''How is my girl?'' He asked,holding my hand and pulling me into the room before shutting the door with his foot.
I honestly couldn't breathe 'My girl'? is he trying to kill me?
''Im fucking fantastic.'' I breathed,biting my lip as I looked up at him through my eyelashes. ''Boy do you know how to kiss someone.'' I chuckled shakily,sitting down on the couch as he flopped down next to me.
He grinned and flipped his hair back into the normal position. ''You know me babe,I'm good at everything.''
I rolled my eyes and threw a pillow in his face. ''Alright kid,don't get ahead of yourself.''
I gave him a stern look. ''No one is perfect at everything Justin.'' I pushed his shoulder,he looked so smug.
''At least I'm perfect at doing this.'' He chuckled,tackling me down and climbing on top of me,he lifted up my top and began to blow raspberries on my stomach,I squirmed and kicked but his grip was tight.
''Justin! STOP-F-FUCKING STOP!'' I shrieked,pushing him off me and watching him roll onto the floor.
he just laid there..his hood over his head and his stomach flat against floor.
I rolled my eyes and climbed off the couch,sitting on his back and taking the hood off his head,I ruffled up his hair and then tickled him in the crook of his neck as he squirmed slightly.
Justin suddenly rolled over so he was now facing me,he looked up at me and smirked,biting his lip slightly as he placed his hands on my thighs. ''I like this position.'' He teased,squeezing my thigh as his suggestively raised his eyebrows.
I got off of him and rolled my eyes. ''Don't even think about it.''
He shot up off the floor and ran after me,grabbing me from behind and pulling me into his chest.
Oh hell no..
I broke out of his grip when I realised he had a hard on. ''Jesus,Justin..sort that thing out would you?'' I laughed,backing up and grabbing a water from the fridge,I screwed off the cap and took a gulp.
''Why don't you sort it out for me.'' He teased,digging his fingers into my hips.
I choked and spat my water everywhere. ''Um-''
He began hysterically laughing as most of the water went on him. ''You're so gross Ky.'' He murmured,wiping water off his face as he flipped his hair.
''Says you!'' I retaliated,pushing his shoulder.
''I was kidding,babe.''
my cheeks grew hot and I instantly turned around. ''I knew that.''
He snickered. ''Course you did,well I'm gonna shower because you've ruined my hair,babe.'' He whined,walking off into the bathroom pulling his top off.
''Cry me a river.'' I called back.
''What was that?'' He asked,running up behind me and pinning me against the wall.
I turned around with wide eyes. ''N-Nothing.''
''Stop looking so scared.'' He chuckled,shaking his head as he kissed my cheek. ''I wouldn't hurt you Ky,you know that.''
I nodded. ''Well at least..not intentionally.'' He smirked,grabbing my hips with his hands and kissing my neck slowly,I closed my eyes in bliss as he licked and sucked on my neck,leaving a purple mark right under my jawline.
Moaning was my biggest mistake because this instantly ignited a fire in Justin's eyes,he began to lift up my shirt as he massaged my hip,moving his lips to mine. I wanted to protest but it felt so good.
I flinched when his cold hand traveled up my stomach to the bottom of my bra,I felt his fingertips slide under my bra and I instantly pulled away.
His shirtless chest was just enough to make me nervous. ''Justin-I-I.'' I breathed,shaking my head slightly.
Justin kissed me once more,pulling back only an inch away from my lips.
''Baby,I just want to pleasure you..tell me when to stop and I will,I promise I won't hurt you.'' He whispered,looking deeply into my eyes with so much passion and love.
''I'm-'' I stopped myself as Justin's hand came in contact with my boob,he grabbed it in his hand and squeezed it gently,kissing my jawline once he looked at me dead in the eyes. ''Let me make you feel good.'' He whispered,hugging me tightly as he kissed my neck,traveling his hands up the back of my shirt and up to my bra clasp.
Before I could say anything he unclipped it and almost instantly I felt nervous.
He pulled out of the hug and kept sucking on my neck,traveling his soft fingertips up the length of my stomach and once again placing them on my boobs. I flinched,letting him suck my neck as his body pushed closer to mine.
His hands rubbed my boobs,giving both of them the same amount of love as his plump lips traveled back to mine,keeping his eyes closed. ''You're so beautiful.'' He whispered in my ear once we pulled away.
His thumbs rubbed against my nipples and my whole body shuddered.
His hands felt so good.
I let him fondle my boobs as the heat in the kiss increased,I suddenly felt his hands travel down to my lower stomach and my breath hitched automatically.
I pulled his hands away slowly and entwined them with mine. ''J-Justin-''
''Baby girl,it's okay..I understand you're not ready and I respect that..you can trust me enough to let me know whenever I'm taking it too far and I will stop straight away,I promise princess.'' He smiled,his pearly whites showing slightly as his dimple slightly appeared.
He was so beautiful.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and played with the ends of his hair slightly. ''Thank you.'' I whispered,hugging him so close as I felt myself getting emotional...he could never hurt me,I just knew it.
I trusted him,and he trusted me.
I just wanted to stay like this forever with Justin,but the rest of the dream ended abruptly when the squad walked in,laughing and screeching.
They all stopped in front of us before we had time to move apart.
I coughed awkwardly as Justin rubbed the back of his neck,grabbing his shirt before walking back over.
''What the fuck is going on here?'' Jess smirked,her eyes gazing between Justin's once naked torso and myself,stood up against the wall with a hickey clearly visible on my neck.
''They fucked.'' Ryan spoke up,walking up to Justin and clapping him on his back in approval.
My jaw dropped open,I stared at Justin waiting for his reply,but he looked just as confused as me.
''Y'all are so nasty,did you do it on the couch?'' Julia asked,scrunching her face up in disgust at all the pillows and blankets on the couch were messed up.
My eyes glanced passed Chaz and he was staring at me contently.
I couldn't hold his gaze so I turned away.
''We didn't have sex.'' I murmured,shaking my head at why they would even think that when me and Justin haven't even been together long.
Ryan rolled his eyes. ''In denial,its okay Ky,you can tell us.''
''Yeah just spare us the details.'' Julia smirked,wiggling her eyebrows at me.
I screamed,highly frustrated,I reached up and yanked on the roots of my hair as I paced forwards. ''We haven't fucked...get off my case!'' I growled,instantly becoming insecure when I glanced up to see everyone in the room staring wide eyed at my top.
I looked down and noticed that my belly top had raised up and the lower part of my boobs were showing.
I instantly brought my arms to my side and pulled my top down,I turned around and let out a whimper,without speaking another word I barged through them and stormed out the door.
''Fuck Justin.'' Ryan chuckled. ''From the small portion of what I saw of her tits,you've scored high with this one.'' He smirked just before I shut the door.
I ran down the hallway,tears springing to my eyes.
They're all going to think me and Justin fucked...
Why did I let Justin touch me like that?I'm so fucking dumb...
Will he even tell them the truth?
I'm so embarrassed..
I can't even face them anymore without me thinking they're going to judge me...
so this is a long ass update bc the last was short..oh god,more drama!?
do you think justin will tell them the truth or lie?
fav for more updates on when I write more chapters for this story:)