I woke up with a pounding headache and sore eyes.
I checked my bedside table to see 3 new messages.
One was from 'Jake' I rolled my eyes and deleted his number,he was such a waste of time.
And the last two were from Julia.
Hey babe,wake uppppp
Gurl,get ya ass up were in the boys room hanging out,I miss u
I smiled at her text and got up out of bed.
I honestly felt like shit.
I was out around the resort till 3am this morning because Scooter was out somewhere and I didn't have a spare key...
I walked to Jakes room so I could wait in there until Scooter came back but I didn't even manage to knock on the door because loud female moans erupted from his room along with the bed squeaking.
I almost puked at the thought. And before you ask..I didn't shed a tear..I wasn't even upset.
I was more upset at Justin for being right..why did he have to be right all the time?I hate it.
I didn't want to see Justin today at all because he would just rub it in my face that I was basically Jakes side hoe for the weekend.
Jake had messaged me this morning asking if I would meet him later,completely oblivious to the fact I know what his plan is..
He had a fucking girlfriend and that douche had the audacity to cheat on her with me?
I aint no man snatcher..
I better not see his ass around the resort today or y'all will hear about how an unfortunate boy ended up in the sea life tank with the sting rays and baby sharks.
And you probably think I'm playing.
I pushed myself out of my bed and headed straight for the shower.
After a quick shower I climbed out and threw on a sweatshirt and a pair of my Levi Shorts with a pair of white converses.
I let my hair flow naturally in waves over my shoulders and added some concealer and mascara.
I took my phone off its charger and slid it into my pocket before grabbing the room key and shutting the door behind me.
I walked down the long ass hallway until I saw the boy's door in sight. I knocked hesitantly and almost instantly it flew open,showcasing the one and only Justin.
His smile dropped once he saw me and he just stared at me. I rolled my eyes and pushed passed him walking into the room.
''KY!'' Julia shouted,jumping off Ryan's lap and running over to me. ''How are you?'' She grinned.
I nodded. ''I'm okay I guess..I'm really tired.'' I laughed awkwardly,sitting down on the couch.
Julia sat next to me and grinned at me suggestively. ''I wonder why you're so tired.'' She called out sarcastically. I looked at her. ''I heard the bee's knees going on in Jakes room down the hallway..and I know you texted me earlier saying you were going to see him.'' She smirked,nudging me in the hip.
I blinked at her and shook my head. ''Oh come on Ky! I know you did the birds and the bee's.'' She giggled. ''Tell me about it..was it good?''
My eyes began to water and I knew I was about to cry. I shook my head and looked away,my eyes accidentally catching Justin's.
He looked at me sympathetically and I turned away. I secretly wiped at my eyes and walked into their kitchen. ''I'm getting something to eat.'' I replied weakly.
No one payed attention even though I felt someones eyes follow me.
I walked in the kitchen and looked in the fridge.I was so hungry so I grabbed the left over pizza box and opened it up. 3 slices of my favourite pizza was sat there. ''Don't mind if I do.'' I whispered,taking out the slices and putting them on a plate and into the microwave.
I waited for the countdown as I twiddled my thumbs. Thoughts of Jake and his 'Girlfriend' in that room last night rushed through my brain and I sighed. Why did I always get fucked over by boys?
My pizza dinged and I checked my phone realising it was now 4pm. I slept in that much? wow.
I grabbed my pizza and trudged back into the lounge where everyone was sat. Ryan was teaching Julia and Jess how to play ps3 and Justin and Chaz were having a very private conversation on the balcony. Justin noticed me walking into the lounge and instantly shut up,watching me carefully. I payed no attention to him and sat down,watching with a small smile as Julia got so stressed when she couldn't use the controller properly.
I ate my pizza quietly as Justin and Chaz walked back in,sitting on the couch opposite me. I could tell he was looking at me but I ignored him and glued my eyes to the Tv.
My phone began to buzz and I picked it up,only to see Jakes number plastered across my phone. I sighed and threw it back on the couch,picking at the toppings on my pizza as once again our kiss played through my head.
It was all a lie.
Suddenly Julia threw her controller to the floor and sighed heavily. ''I'm over this dumb game..can we play truth or dare or something?'' She whined as Ryan wrapped his arms around her waist and chuckled. ''You're only over this game because you suck at it.'' He laughed,tickling her hips.
I smiled at how cute they were before I looked back down at my food,suddenly becoming full up.
''Truth or dare it is.'' Chaz replied,setting his empty beer bottle on the floor. I frowned..beer? who the fuck gave that to him? he's 16!
I let it slide and watched as Chaz,Ryan,Jess and Julia gathered around on the floor. ''Justin?'' Chaz interrupted,looking up at his best friend who was just picking with the wrapper on his beer bottle.
Justin's eyes shot up and he looked down at Chaz. ''Do I have to?'' he sighed
Chaz chuckled and pulled him down on the floor.
I felt everyones eyes on me but I chose to ignore them.
''Kylie.'' Jess whined,turning around and flicking my leg. I looked up and shook my head. ''No,you guys play..I'm gonna go back to the room,I wanna be alone right now.'' I sighed,getting up from my chair and walking past them.
Before I could walk any further Chaz had gotten up and grabbed me around my waist before dragging me backwards. ''Chazzzz let go!"I whined,not in the mood for his games.
''You're playing with us and that's final.'' He stated,grabbing my hand and sitting me down opposite him and Justin.
I avoided his stares and prayed this game would end soon.
Julia spend the bottle and it landed on me. ''Kylie,you gotta truth or dare-''
She spun the bottle again and it landed on Jess.
I turned to Jess and smirked. ''Truth or dare Jessie.''
She blinked at me,blushing slightly. ''Dare.''
I stuck my tongue out at her. ''I dare you to sit on Chaz's lap and kiss him.'' I stated watching as her cheeks turned bright red.
Chaz pinched my leg and glared at me but I just smirked at him. ''Thank me later,Chazzy boo.'' I sang quietly so only he could hear me.
The game continued for several minutes and pointless dares were made,and stupid truths were told.
I watched the bottle roll over to me. I growled as Chaz's face lit up. ''Great.'' He chuckled,rubbing his hands together.
''So Kylie boo.'' He emphasised,mocking me because of the nickname I called him. ''Truth or dare.''
I once again picked truth and he rolled his eyes. ''You've picked truth 3 times already..you can't pick it again,I'm giving you a dare.''
''No!'' I called out,slapping the back of his head. ''Don't you dare!''
''Was that a dare I hear?'' He teased,cupping his ear and glancing at me. ''A dare it is!'' He called out,winking at me as he thought long and hard about what he wanted me to do.
''I don't wanna play this game anymore!'' I whined.
''Tough Titties.'' Ryan called.
I sent a death glare his way and he instantly hid his head in the crook of Julia's neck.
''I dare you to go in the closet with Justin and do 7 minutes in heaven.'' He grinned evilly.
My mouth fell open and I shook my head. ''No! not happening.'' I stated.
''I donkey,tripple padlock,shot gun dare you.'' He grinned,knowing what he said meant business.
''I hate you Chaz.'' I whined,shaking my head as He pulled me off my feet and pushed me into the closet.
''Yea yea love you too.'' He murmured,pushing Justin in after me.
He shut the door and everything turned black. I banged on the door but no one replied.
Chaz sat up against the door so we couldn't escape. I was going to kick his ass once I get out of here.
I sighed and slid down the wall,wrapping my arms around my legs as my head rested on my knees.
I felt Justin sit down on the opposite wall but I didn't dare look up,he wouldn't see me anyways.
''I guess we didn't get out of this one.'' He murmured.
I merely ignored him.
I was sat in a closet with someone who hated my guts,and to top it all off..he was right about Jake.
I hated how Justin alway butted into my business and screwed with my head.
I hated how Jake thought he could play me and make me his little holiday fling.
I hated how I was sat in here with someone who wanted me dead a couple of days ago.
Why was I always the one who had bad luck? Why was I always the one getting hurt?
I hadn't realised but I was now crying. I tried to stay quiet but sniffles and whimpers kept blurting out my lips.
''K-Kylie?'' Justin asked.
I ignored him,the tears were now rapidly falling.
He made me feel so small,so insecure.
He made me think no one truly cared about me,that I was just wasting precious air.
I was positively shaking now,trying to keep in my cries but it all came out muffled. ''A-Are you crying?'' Justin asked softly.
I said nothing.
''Please don't cry.'' He murmured.
I had just about lost it with him. My head shot up and I looked at the black space around me.
''Don't you dare tell me what to do.'' I whimpered,shaking my head as more tears fell. ''You're the one who causes these tears Justin.'' I cried out.
He stayed silent.
I closed my eyes for a minute. ''You were right about Jake.'' I whispered.
Justin once again stayed quiet. ''You were right about everything and I hate that.'' I hissed.
''I hate how you alway know what's going to happen before it does..why do you do this to me? why do you go out of your way to ruin me Justin? Why do you continue to break me?'' I whispered,shaking violently as my body let out every emotion I left bottled up.
Justin didn't even say one word. But I knew he was listening.
''You constantly push me down,stomp on me...break me.'' I breathed. ''You interfere with everything..you take everything I have away from me.'' I cried.
My face fell back into my lap as I sobbed quietly.
''What you said to me yesterday.'' I murmured. ''You were right...I met him and everything was okay,I forgot my key and Scooter was out so he didn't have my spare key,so I went to his room to hang out with him whilst I waited. It was quarter to 2 when I was about to knock on his door but I heard him with another girl in this room..they were having sex.I was sure it was his girlfriend you were telling me about. I desperately tried to ignore you..I didn't want it to be true. But like fucking always,you were right.'' I hissed,shaking my head as I ran my hands through my hair.
''I'm sorry.'' Justin whispered.
''No you're not!'' I growled. ''Don't you dare say you're sorry...cause you wanted nothing more than to see me find out that I was being played..I bet you loved knowing I was used by this boy whilst I was so oblivious to the whole thing. Congrats Justin..you've one upped me...I hope you're fucking happy.'' I hissed,slamming my head on the wall behind me hard. ''Stupid bitch.'' I whispered. I slammed my head again. ''I'm a fuck up.''
I buried my head into the sleeves of my sweatshirt as I whimpered,letting the tears soak into the fabric.
I suddenly felt a hand grab my sleeve,taking it away from my face. Justin was crouched in front of me now,holding both of his hands in my sleeve covered ones. ''Don't say that.'' He pleaded,brushing my hair out of my face and wiping my fallen tears.
I couldn't bare to look in his direction. Even though I wouldn't be able to see him anyways,I just couldn't do it.
Justin made me cry harder as he tried to calm me down. I swatted his hands away. ''Don't touch me.'' I sobbed.
''Stop feeling guilty Justin,I know you are..and you have no right to after all this shit you've put me through this past year.''
Justin said nothing but tried to desperately hug me. I backed up against the wall and shoved him. ''Get away from me!'' I cried. ''I don't want your sympathy..I know your game..I open up to you and tell you everything thats making me upset,then later on you use it against me.'' I spat,shaking my head as I began to stand up.
''I'm so done with letting you walk all over me,stay away from me Justin.'' I whispered. I knocked on the door. ''Chaz! open up..I want out!'' I called out shakily,trying to shove the door.
''You still have 2 more minutes.'' He called back cheekily.
I was panicking now,I didn't want to be in here any longer with Justin.
I began to shove as hard as I could on the door,knocking violently as tears splashed out of my eyes. ''Please get me out!'' I cried.
''Ky,calm down.'' Justin whispered,it sounded like he was right behind me.
I banged harder. ''Jess! Julia! Please get me out! this isn't funny'' I screamed,trying to get far away from Justin's reach.
''Kylie.'' Justin whispered,placing a hand on my shoulder.
I instantly shoved it off and rammed my shoulder into the door. ''Open it!'' I growled,hiccuping as my body was shaking violently at how much I was crying.
Suddenly I felt my shoulders being pulled harshly around. I walked pushed my body up against the door,startled by the contact of Justin.
Justin walked forwards closing the gap between us and he placed one hand on my waist and the other on my cheek. Before I could even ask what he was doing Justin smashed his lips into mine,closing the gap completely between us.
Justin seemed desperate,moaning slightly as he silently begged for me to kiss back.
So I did.
Justin pulled away slowly,the only light in the room coming from the cracks around the door,only lighting up his eyes in this dark room. His eyes were a light chocolate brown compared to his normally dark brown ones.
His eyes desperately searched through mine before he pecked my lips again. ''I'm so sorry Kylie.'' He whispered,his voice shaky. ''I never meant to hurt you this bad.'' He sniffed,shaking his head as his thumb rubbed circles on my hip. ''I'm so so sorry baby.''
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