Harry reached over to the bedside table and grabbed a condom from the drawer. I was nervous. I had never had sex before and here I am about to do it for the first time with Harry of all people! He slipped on the condom then made eye contact with me. "Are you sure?" He asked carefully studying my face. I nodded. He positioned himself above me and right when he was about to start my phone rang. Who the hell could possibly be along me right at this moment.
"Let me just check who it is..." I gave him an apologetic look and picked up me phone. Louis? It must be important if he is calling me. I sat up and answered my phone.
"Kylie..." I could hear him sobbing at the other end. He was crying.
"What happened?" I asked pulling me shirt back on which made Harry look disappointed but I didn't really notice.
"El-Eleanor broke up with me..." He kept sobbing. What? Everyone though they were gonna get married. They were so in love.
"Why? Are you ok..." I asked sympathetically.
"Because I asked her to come over and we were just about ... To ... To have sex ... She was kissing .. My ... My neck .. And I moaned but I didn't say her name ... " he kept crying. He said someone else's name? That's not like him... It has to be someone who he think of a lot? Or a girl he secretly fancies?
"What did you say.." He kept crying. I forgot I was in the room with Harry because I was completely engulfed in the conversation.
"I-I ... I said ... I said your name Kylie ..." I froze. My name?
"We need to talk about this.... Like as soon as possible and not over the phone..." I said slowly. Harry was frowning but I didn't take notice.
"I'm sorry Kylie.." He sobbed. I don't know what to think now... He was thinking of me whilst he was having sex....
"Can I come over now?" I asked knowing Harry would be upset but I had to go.
"Y-yeah ..." He was still crying.
"I'll see you soon okay? Everything is gonna be okay.."
"Ok... I don't think it will be..."
"See you soon." With that I hung up. I got up and put my pants back on. I turned and looked at Harry who now was wearing a shirt. "I'm sorry I have to go it's really important.." I said looking down.
"Hey.. It's fine okay? It sounded pretty serious..." Harry said getting up. I just looked up at him and he kissed my lips softly but all I could think about was Louis.
"Can you please just take me home?" I asked quietly. He nodded and got dressed. He took my hand and we both waked out of the house and back to his car. I turned on the radio so that there wasn't an awkward silence between us. Tinning out loud by Ed Sheeran filled the car and I could feel Harry's gaze on the back of my head as I was looking out the window.
"Thank you for tonight Harry, I loved it." I said honestly as I stood on my porch.
"I loved it too." He smiled taking both my hands in his.
"I'm sorry I had to cut the night short." I told him looking down.
"It's fine we can carry on next time." He winked and I just blushed. He leaned down and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. "Goodnight Kylie."
"Goodnight Harry." I smiled and walked inside. I could hear my whole family in the living room watching a movie. As far as they were concerned I wasn't gonna be back till late. I snuck upstairs and changed into a beetles T-shirt and black leggings. I put on my nikes and snuck down stairs. I slipped out the door trying not to make a sound. Luckily they didn't hear me. It was late and it was dark so it was creepy walking to Louis' house. I went through the park to get there because that's just how I remembered where it was. It wasn't very long then I was there. I didn't knock because I didn't want to wake up his family. I decided to text him. Seconds later the door opened and revealed Louis with tear stained cheeks. My face softened when I looked at him. He was a really great guy I felt bad for him.
"Come in.." He said quietly as I walked into the house. He signalled me to be quiet and then we snuck up to his room. He closed the door and we both sat on his bed. I wrapped my arms around him knowing that he needed a hug. He pulled me closer so that I was sitting on his lap. He sobbed quietly as I stroked his back.
"Everything is gonna be okay Louis ..." I told him quietly. We sat in silence for a minute or two until he stopped crying.
"You ... you look pretty... were you out doing something?" He asked looking at my face realising I still had my make up and hair done.
"Yeah... I was on a date with Harry but I had to come check on you so I left." I told him honestly.
"You didn't have to ..."
"I wanted to." I cut him off and he looked me in the eyes. I was still wondering why he would say my name during sex but then I slowly started to realise. His eyes kept staring into mine his hands trailing up and down my sides. He licked his lips as his hands rested on my bum. I was frozen. I knew exactly where this was going yet I didn't stop him. He pulled me closer and our faces were inches away. It was so wrong that it felt right. I crashed my lips onto his and his hands squeezed my bum. I giggled a little bit and he flipped us over. He pulled away from the kiss and looked at me slightly smiling. He stroked my cheek and kissed me again. This time more passionately. He grabbed my legs and wrapped them around him self as we kept making out. His hands found their way under my shirt and with in minutes we were both naked and kissing under the covers. My hands traced his abs as we kept making out and he was grabbing my bum. He started kissing up and down my neck making me moan. His hands wandered down to my area and he started rubbing which was turning me on a lot. I did the same with him and a moan escaped his lips.
"Let me make love to you?" Louis whispered in my ear and all I could do was nod. I wasn't thinking about anything except him. Just me and him in this room. I forgot about Harry I forgot about Eleanor I forgot about everyone except him.
He slowly lowered himself onto me and I winced from the pain. "Do you want me to stop?" I shook my head and he kept going at an agonisingly slow pace. Once the pain was gone i wrapped my legs around him pulling our bodies closer. He smirked and picked up the pace. Soon we were both breathless and moaning each other's names not caring who heard. He finally collapsed on top of me and we both lay there speechless. He cuddled into me with a smile on his face. "Did you enjoy that?" He asked hopefully.
"I loved it." I smiled back at him. He pulled my naked body closer as we cuddled. "That was my first time." I told him honestly.
"Really?" He asked looking a bit surprised. "So you and Harry still haven't gotten there yet?" I shook my head.
"But he ... he did ask me to be his girlfriend." I said not looking at him. I felt his hand on my chin.
"It's fine we can pretend this never happened..."
"But that's not what I want..."
"What do you want?" He asked. I thought about it. I honestly didn't know what I wanted. Harry was sweet and kind and cocky. Then there was Louis who was fun and cute. I don't know what I'm gonna do...
"I-I don't know...."