It's been an entire week since I met up with Louis at the cafe. Well ran into him at the cafe ... I have been ignoring both him and Harry and my friends too. I didn't know what to say to anyone. I made a huge mistake. But the problem is I don't know which one was the mistake, saying yes to being Harry's girl or sleeping with Louis. One of them was the right choice and the other was the wrong choice but I am still yet to find out. I mean I am a teenage girl my hormones are all over the place. Even though I can't really blame my hormones I feel like I only started to like Harry because he was the first boy to make me feel like he was really interested in me. But before he started showing affection I had my morals set straight that I did not like him one bit. How could that change in a month?
I sat up and looked at myself in the mirror. Yeah, I was in need of a shower. I tied my air in a bun not bothering to wash it because it just needed a brush. I stripped off all of my clothing and I shivered as my feet hit the cold tiles. I quickly turned the shower on and let the steamy liquid hit my skin. It let my muscles relax and made me feel fresh. I just had a quick shower and then I had to get changed.
I stepped into my closet and picked out some black disco pants and a guns and a grey guns and roses T-shirt to tuck into them. I pulled on my creepers and looked in the mirror I felt the outfit needed something more so I added my black fedora hat and 70s style round sunglasses. I did my make up with winged eyeliner and a plum colored matte lipstick and just for fun i added my fake septum ring. I felt it was complete so I quickly grabbed my bag and headed down stairs.
"Okay I'm going now bye!" I yelled as I ran out the door before my mother could notice that I didn't have my school clothes on. I sighed from relief as I got into my car. I quickly backed out of the drive way and sped down the street. My thoughts were wandering every where as I thought about me applying for universities soon. What if I dated Harry and then when it came to that time we would just seperate ? I had so much to think about and not enough time to think.
I shook those thoughts out of my head as I pulled up in a parking lot in the city. I stayed in the car for a moment thinking about what I was going to do here. Then I had an idea. I jumped out and locked the car. I walked into the mall and straight to the familiar shop where I had been so many time. The sound of hairdryers and scissors filled the air. "Kylie!" Jim yelled as he walked over to me with wide arms. "Oh I have missed you so much! You haven't been here in a while!" I laughed as he hugged me tightly.
"Yeah I know I've been really busy .. You know with school and all!" I told him and he just gave me a lazy smile. Jim was my hairdresser I had been going to him since I was about fourteen years old. I just loved him so he always does my hair.
"Well please tell me you came in here to get something done?" I just nodded and he quickly led me over to a seat. "Come come I'm too excited to hear what I shall be doing today!"I laughed as he got a towel and placed it around my shoulder and a black cape around my front firmly securing it at the back.
"Well I was thinking that I want to do something different." I told him and he sent me a cheeky smile. He enjoyed doing my hair because I had so much of it. He always said I was his favorite client. "First of all color. I want it to be and as for style. Well I thought a perm would be suitable." I smiled at him as I watched hos excited expression grow. He was like a small child who had gotten a box full candy for christmas.
It took a couple of hours but finally it was done. When I looked in the mirror I could hardly recognize myself. But I loved it. I thanked Jim with a tight and left the shops. My hair felt fresh and I felt like a completely different person. I decided to go for lunch because my hair had taken so long. I found a cute little cafe and ordered a chicken and mayo bagel with a chocolate milkshake. It didn't take long for me to start thinking about what I was avoiding. I knew I was avoiding it completely but it was just something that I wasn't prepared to deal with. Luckily for me I got distracted for a bit longer.
"Well what is a pretty girl like you doing alone?" A boy said and when I looked up a white blonde haired boy appeared in front of me. He had a grey crew neck that clung tightly around his body and he was wearing black Ray Bans that framed his face just right. He had a jet black lip ring that hung off his lip on the right hand side. His jeans hung low on hips and I had to admit he was extremely sexy.
"Shouldn't I ask you the same thing?" I giggle flirtatiously at the boy and he sat down n front of me. It's all about distractions. I took of my sunglasses and the boy's face had turned from flirty to fear real fast.
"Kylie?" He knew me? Wait now i was very confused. He took of his sunglasses and I knew exactly who he was. Those blue eyes that I hadn't seen in so long.
"Luke!" I smiled with joy. He was my childhood best friend who I hadn't seen in years. He was a year older than me and he moved away when I was fourteen. We did still call each other every now and then but we hadn't talked in a while and I didn't know he was even back in the city. "How have you been?"
"Good good just on break up here for a while. How's things with you? I see you've changed." He comments and I knew he was taking about my hair.
"Yeah I got my hair done earlier this morning and the piercing it's fake." I stated with a small laugh. "But as for how I have been? That's a long story." I sighed taking a sip of my cold milkshake and I noticed Luke's expression soften.
"Come on you're gonna tell me all about it." He demanded and that's exactly what I did. I told him everything. Every little detail, every word spoken. That's just how we are. We were best friends back in middle school and I loved it that way. I was really upset when he left but I am so glad we ran into each other.
"Well first of all Louis is gonna get a punch in the face from me if I ever see him." I laughed but his face was like stone. When I noticed he was being serious I shut my mouth. "I don't know why you'd loose it like that." He seemed really disappointed in me and I was disappointed in myself too. But I liked Louis and I didn't regret it, it was exactly what I wanted. "What do you suppose I do?"
"I can't make that decision for you." He told me leaving it to myself to make the decision which I though was a bad idea. I didn't want to make the wrong decision.
"But what if I choose the wrong person?"
"Follow your heart and you won't."
I decided to go over to Harry's house because I couldn't ignore him any longer I had to tell him about everything. I knocked on his door and a very sleepy and half naked Harry opened the door.
"Kylie?" He asked with wide eyes as he let me inside. "I thought you were starting to regret saying yes to me."
"I don't regret saying yes not one bit."
"You don't?" he questioned with puppy dog eyes.
"Harry, I love you so much." I said reaching out and softly rubbing his cheek. "But I can't be with you."
"I love you too Kyles and whatever it is we can make it work." He assured me holding my hand.
"No we can't. I screwed up and it's all my fault, I'm so sorry." I cried not even bothering to hide it. What he did next surprised me more than ever. He kissed me. Full of passion and love. I tried to push him away out of guilt but he wouldn't let me. The next hour was a complete blur of emotions and then I fell asleep right next to Harry who was wearing absolutely nothing.
I woke up in a jolt realising what I had done. "Harry I shouldn't have done that." I whispered to myself.
"Baby it's okay I promise I don't care what you did." He tried to comfort me but I couldn't stop crying.
"Harry I slept with Louis." I blurted as I hugged the blankets to cover my naked body with the tears still streaming down my cheeks.