25. chapter 22- why me
*two months later*
Today I get out of the hospital and I am so excited!!!! I get to go home and sleep in my own bed and eat whatever food I want. Just the worse part is, Justin is back. I miss him a lot, but I have tried to block him and Selena out of my head since the day I saw him on E! News. Now I am forced to stay in the same house as him. I get in the car and start the engine. I was sitting in Justin's car and it still smells like him. I sit there for two minutes to collect myself together and to try to forget about him. I turn up the radio and Heartbreaker is on. I immediately change it and start driving. In 10 minutes, I reach our gated neighborhood. I pull into the driveway and get out of the car. I go through the garage and walk into the living room because I heard voices. It was Selena and Justin. They were snuggling and watching Spongbob, like me and Justin used to do. I just stood there for what felt like hours, but was only minutes. Justin stood up and saw me. He had the 'I can explain' look on his face. I just ran upstairs while tears poured down my vheeks, most likely ruining my makeup. I reach my room, lock the door and lie down on the bed.
I was watching TV with Sel when I felt someone staring at me. I get up and see Chloe there with a sad look on her face. I kinda forgot about her. I was going to tell her that I was going to date Selena. Now she is probably really mad at me for not talking to her for two months. She runs upstairs crying, probably locking herself in her room. I tell Sel that she should probably go. She leaves and I sprint up the stairs. I hear sobbing coming from Chloe's room. I knock and knock, but nothing happens. I am probably going to regret this.
Justin keeps knocking, but I don't want to talk to him. He breaks down the door.