1. A thousand years
A thousand years could pass me by,
You’d still be the only thing I’d thought of.
In my cold dark room I like to call home,
I cry your name to the heavens above.
I wish you’d understand all that has been inside,
the edges of my dark mind, where I like to hide.
My thoughts confined to the corners of this banquet hall,
I had a brief, instantaneous clarity of thought.
In that one moment, I cease to breathe.
I don’t want to live and I don’t want to die
I just don’t want to be trapped in this unfulfilling lifelessness