I looked up to see the clearness and hearing myself starting to giggle as I figured I earned that. I started to peel myself from the ground mumbling that I had found the ship. I thought that I would pay much more attention than I did as I can hear my past self giggling with Mircina as I glanced at them both to make them quiet.
“Well I found the ship again.” I mumbled as I looked up and saw that the ship was still invisible to the partial skylight like I had seen before. The exterior let me see strait through it and I was in such a hurry to find the craft that I had forgotten was this way.
I wanted to go inside but Mircina held me back. She looked at me with a sincere look that I knew was telling me to act with caution instead of wonder like before. I nodded knowing that I was thinking that I was trying to keep time from changing instead of what I need to change but there was a chance that if time had changed then I might become non-existent but I need Mircina to do one thing, talk my past self out of it.
I pulled her off to the side just before we broke off the door to a peace of time that I was not ready to drive inside yet. Her eyes were wide as if she wasn’t expecting me to do so. I tried to calm myself but I truly had outdone myself while I can feel my heart thump inside my chest as I thought that I am just stalling.
“What?” She asked and I blinked nervously. I had not thought of a way out as I looked at the invisible door and then back to her.
“I’m not ready.” I bleared thinking that I had to tell her the truth. I felt nervous as I can tell my past self was getting to where she would burst in there since she knew what the deciding factor was at the moment.
“What do you mean?” she asked and I glared at her thinking that a Time Keeper should know about.
“I mean we have my past self here and what if I die or make the same decision?” I rambled and her eyes shot open possibly thinking of how dumb she was that second of misfortune. She started to copy the panic that I was feeling as well. She started to walk away and calmly squeaked out the two words that I was hoping not to hear.
“I can’t say that I told you so but how are we going to keep my past self from killing two people when you know that both of us is needed to change the future but one of us is needed to be the savor where sadly you failed.” I said and she nodded.
“I’ll sacrifice myself.” Mircina said and I thought that she had gone insane.
“You can’t! The timeline!” I said and she was determined to where I knew that I would have no say in her mind to help her change it.
“And? We can’t sacrifice either of you and the timeline thus far had let me have a bit of redemption that I want to take the opportunity of. I’m sorry Temetra, I need to do this.” She said and she busted through the metal door leaving me in panic that I am losing my only map around here but then she nodded at my bag as she slipped her hand inside it making me think that a time peace might be in there that I could use but I highly doubt it.