My eyes widen when I see most supposedly dead brother looking at me. He smiles down at me.
"I'm not going anywhere." he tries to say. Tears of happiness pour out my eyes. I let go of his hand and go into the hall where the boys are. My tears are gone and I don't look sad anymore. I shut the door behind me and look at the boys. They are broken. They all look at me.
"He's awake..." I say with a smile on my face. They're heads pick up and smiles come to their faces. They all go into Niall's room. They laugh and joke around. I walk back into Niall's room and he looks straight at me but his eyes float down to my knee... my permanently messed up knee...covered in stitches..and a brace. His faces turns sad and looks back up at my face. I half smile at him. He half smiles at me.
Niall's been home for about a day now. My twitter has been blowing up with hate...I don't know why. Juliana has been comforting me but still. I decide to be brave on twitter. Every other notification if hate.... I look away from my phone down at the floor of the tour bus as tears start to form. What did I do wrong...? I tweeted..
"I'm done..." I start getting lots of retweets and favorites. And a lot of people are questioning me. They are saying that I have the perfect life and shouldn't be complaining.. They don't know me. They don't know anything. I decided I'd do a twit cam. To explain everything while the boys are at a signing they should be back in like 20 mins. I tweet.
"Twit cam in 5 mins!" then I put the link. I go and start my twit cam. After 5 mins of waiting for people I had 2.2 million people watching:o I decided to start.
"Ok I wanted to start with saying something....well I've been getting a lot of hate lately. Its not that nice to see when I'm scrolling through twitter and instagram. I just wanted to say that most of it says I am using the boys for fame.... All I have to say about that is that why the heck would I use my own brother. He's my best friend. I care about those boys more than anything. I listen to them and they listen to me. And I love them for that. I would never use them in a million trillion years. I just thought I'd start off with that." I say. People are saying stuff but only support. But one said where's the boys.
"If your wondering the boys are at a signing and should be back in like 20 mins. Ummm ask questions and I'll answer the ones that interest me." I say. I look through and start answering questions..
"A lot of questions say what's it like being Niall's sister. Well its really just like having an older brother except for the whole famous part. Niall is very funny, he's very handsome, overprotective of me and just amazing. I love all the boys as I mentioned. I am so grateful to have them." I say. I hear the door of the bus open and Paul walks in. I guess everyone heard it because they started freaking out.
"Hey Paul." I say looking away from the camera. The girls start fangirling. I laugh when I read some of the comments.
"Marlz what are you doin?" Paul says. They fangirl more.
"Twit cam. Come here they are fangirling to see you." I say. Paul walk over into the camera. I could practically hear they scream. We laugh as me and Paul read the comments. He starts to walk away.
"Wait Paul where are the boys?" I ask. The girl have been asking that so mine as well.
"They are outside. They're coming in." he says. The girls are literally freaking out. I sware I can hear them screaming and fangirling. hahahahaha! All the sudden the door opens and in walks Louis. Oh god hear comes the screaming girls.
"Hey Marlzzzzzzzzz!!!! What are ya dooooin?!" He half yells. Oh lord. I start to laugh then look at the comments and camera all of them were like OMG LOUIS, AND I CANT LOUIS' VOICE! I start to laugh.
"I'm on twit cam Lou." I say. He looks at my computer and decides to be weird he bends down behind me so the camera can't see him and he randomly pops out. The girl and freaking out. Louis puts his head on my shoulder looking at the camera and making weird faces. I laugh at him. And we did the twit cam for a while I showed the girls the boys and that was the end of it.
I am doing some hw then updating again!