15. Chapter 12:(
I wake up in an all white room with lights everywhere. I flutter my eyes all the way open and see and nurse.
"Hi sweetie. I'm glad you've woken up." the nurse says. I sit up and look at her confused.
"Where are the boys.!" I say having like a mini heart attack.
"Well Harry was the only one unharmed. He is sitting out in the hall. I will send him in. But Zayn is awake in him room with a broken wrist, stitches in his forehead and leg. Louis is awake and about to be let out because he just has a bunch of bruises and stitches. Liam just woke up with a broken arm and stitches on is leg. Niall.......well.....he hasn't woken up yet..." She says. My heart drops and I look at my feet. I move them but my right knee hurts. I look up at the nurse.
"Oh yeah. Your knee has many stitches on it and with need a brace probably forever because you are going to have severe knee problems." She says. She helps me out of bed and puts on my knee brace. I look in the mirror and see stitches on the one side of my forehead. She says I can go out and walk around. I walk out and see Harry sitting with his back to the wall. His eyes were red with crying. He doesn't notice me walk out so I sit down next to him. He turns and looks at me. He brightens up a little and hugs me. I notice he has a few bruises and cuts but nothing severe. We see Louis walking down the hall toward us. We stand up and go toward Zayn's room because he's supposed to come out with Liam. They come out and we decide to walk into Niall's room. I walk in first. He looks so life less...like he's not even there. I feel the tears in my eyes. We all sit around his bed. When we hear the beeping on the machine go slower...and slower... and slower. I pick my head up and tears start falling franticly. I run out of the room and Harry calls doctors in. We all leave. When they run in trying to save my brothers life. A doctor walks out and says.
"We are trying our best..but its not looking so good. I'm sorry but Niall is not going to live." he says. I run out of the hospital and down the street when I see a football (soccer) field. I collapsed in the middle of it. I curl up in a ball and just cry my eyes out. I start looking up at the sky and just thinking. Niall might be gone now....he might be watching me..... I dig my head into my leg trying not to hurt my knee. I feel a tap on my shoulder and see Louis looking down at me. He sits down next to me and rubs my back.
"Lou...what are we gunna do..." I ask..he looks at me.
"Well lets go back over to the hospital." he says. We stand up and walk back to the hospital and to Niall's room. He's still here.. but not at the same time. He has about 10 mins..... I walk in by myself because I just want to be alone with Niall. I kneel down and grab his hand and out my head on the bed. And start to sing.
"There's no way I can make it with out ya....do it without ya...fear with out ya...i-i-i-iiiii'm extreme when i-i-i-ii got you with me....." I sing softly but choke on tears on the last word. I just let the tears fall....as the machine goes flat......I squeeze his hand a little harder when the machine picks up and I hear him gasp for air. My head shot up when I see him looking at me.
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comment what you felt during this chapter because I almost cried writing it.