7. Chapter 7
I cannot believe he did this all! I cannot believe Liam went to this much effort just for me!
We spent the whole night out there talking about everything really! The band! X factor! Niall, Louis and Harry! TV! Football!
As I said before we talked about everything. The thing is I feel as if I can trust him with anything I tell him. It has always been that way I can tell Liam anything and I can always trust him.
"Li?" I say my head laying in his lap his soft hands brushing over the side of my face.
"Yeah Zayn?" He responds his fresh breath cool against my shoulder.
"Can I tell you something but you cannot tell anyone!" I whisper to him.
"Of Course I won't!" Liam reassures me.
I take a massive gulp before turning my head towards Liam...
"Liam I've done something really bad..." I say to him.
"Zayn what is it?" Liam asks.
"Liam I haven't been completely honest with you..." I whisper.
"Zayn seriously what is it? You're starting to freak me out!" Liam says.
"There was this girl... Called I was meant to be going out with her tonight..." I mumble.
Liam looks at me his deep brown eyes which were usually so warming. Suddenly intense.
"Sooo you you... you stood her up...upppppp to be withhhh me.. meeee" Liam stutters.
I nod silently
"Why?" He asks.
"Well ummm Ruby is this absolutely gorgeous girl she is the nicest most sweetest caring person you could ever meet!" I whisper.
"And why are you telling me this? Do you want to be with her?" Liam asks silently his eyes filling with tears...
My heart feels like its about to break open...
Liam about to cry... seriously leaves me so upset myself...
Knowing I'm the reason his about to cry... Makes me heartbroken...
"No that's not it!" I reassure him.
"Well what is it then?" Liam asks doubt filling his face.
"Look Ruby and I went to school together and well ummm lets just say she asked me out many times before but I always said no! I don't know why because as I said to you before she is this absolutely gorgeous girl and sooo sweet as well! But I guess I didn't like her in that way..." I tell Liam his eyes focused on me
"And then what happened?" He asks intrigued.
"Well we started to call her like a stalker and stuff! And well lets just say we weren't very nice to her..." I mumble...
"And ummm one day the whole class got called to an assembly where they told us she had commited suicide... She had stabbed herself with glass.... and had left a note saying 'Zayn love was never meant to be easy, but it was never meant to be this hard... I hope you wake up to yourself one day!'" I mumble tears filling my eyes now...
"Zayn... I am so sorry... But I thought you said you were meeting her tonight?" Liam asks.
"Yeah I was going to... I was going to visit her grave, I've never brought myself around to going..." I sigh.
"We can still go!" Liam says.
I stare at him in shock...
"Unless you don't want me to come..." Liam murmurs.
"Wait you would seriously come with me! To visit the grave of the girl I murdered?" I ask Liam my eyes wide.
"You didn't murder her Zayn!" He reassures me, wiping some hair off of my face.
I stare at the ground in silence.
"Come on you know the way" He says grabbing my arm.
We walk through the cemetery my eyes searching...
Searching for one name, that's when I see it...
Happy, Sweet, 17 year old girl
Who sadly took her own life on 07.09.09
It was hard to see it I must admit! Knowing only one word! One word I could've said could've saved someone's life...
Liam turns toward me seeing my fear stricken face...
"Babe it's ok..." He says grabbing my hand and giving me a soft kiss...
"Zayn... I've been waiting for this day... I get it now, why you always rejected me... I don't think you liked any of the girls did you?" A familiar voice says...
"Ruby..." I whisper