Its been a whole a week since the meltdown with Harry. The last 7 days have been hard. Alot of tears. Alot of time in my bed. Alot of icecream. Alot of time to myself.
I lay in my bed in my room at Brooke's house, that was officially mine now too, watching tv and not even really paying attention to the screen or the show. Brooke was so sweet and understanding through a time like this, she only ever came in if I told her could. She brought me meals and set them on my nightstand, and always listened to me pour out my feeling and hand me tissues as I cried into her shoulder.
I heard two rapid knocks on my bedroom door. " Ashlynn, you have a visitor", Brooke said behind the closed door.
I knew who it was, and I didn't want anything to do with him right now. I didn't even understand why Brooke would even let him in our house! I thought she knew I didn't ever want to see him again!
" I don't want to talk to him", I screamed hoping he would hear it too from downstairs.
" Honey, it's not Harry", she said with a soft sweet voice trying to calm me down a bit.
" Then who is it?", I asked completely confused.
" It's niall", she said making my heartbeat quicken.
I didn't know what to say, so I just said nothing. I suddenly realized I looked a mess and couldn't be seen like this, so I rushed out from bed, grabbed a shirt from my closet with a pair of dark jeans. Then I pulled my brushed through my knotted hair, that hasn't been brushed in at least four days. My brush filled with light brown hairs and my hair ached from missing so many strands of my hair where they use to be sewn into my scalp.
I stood back to admire myself in the mirror, and noticed my face dried with mascara all over from my tears. Damn it, I thought to myself as I reached into a drawer and pulled out my makeup bag. I wiped my eyes with special make-up remover wipes and started to apply a new, fresh coat of mascara, lipgloss, eyeshadow, and blush.
Once I finally thought I looked expectable, I heard a knock on my door again, but it wasn't Brooke's normal knock , it was longer and had a firmer sound to it. " can I come in?", a formulae voice that belonged to Niall said.
"Sure", I said trying to gain all the courage I could get before he appeared in front of me.
The knob of the door twisted lightly, and swung open, reviewing Niall wearing his usual, baggy jeans and a light t-shirt that had absolutely nothing on it.
" Hey", he said coming closer to me.
" Hi", I replied feeling way more nervous that I should be.
" I'm really sorry, it's all my fault", he said taking a seat on my messed up bed, that I probably should have made before he was present.
" no it wasn't", I said taking a seat next to him.
" I feel like I let my emotions get ahead of me", he said pausing " The first I saw you, I wanted to be with you, I knew we were perfect for eachother, always laughing together, but then, you ended up falling in love with Harry. It was super hard to watch everyday, you and him together, hugging, kissing, touching eachother. I just wanted to show you I care about you more than anything, and I would die for you", he said seriousness filling his eyes.
I couldn't resist, I felt my lips smash against his, feeling fireworks spark. He pulled me over on his lap and I wrapped my legs around his waist, still on my bed. His hands went up my side and rubbed my waist in circles. I wrapped my arms roughly around his neck and pulled him closer to me if that's even possiable. The next thing I knew, his hands slide under my shirt, exploring my body. I pulled away, knowing this was totally wrong.
" stop", I said completely out of breath.
" what?", he asked thinking everything was all good.
" this is wrong , isn't it?", I asked seeing his eyes widen.
" I don't think it's wrong, two people, who deeply love eachother, sharing a kiss", he said making it seem okay after all.
" I guess", I say shrugging my shoulders a bit.
" Ashlynn, I really want us to be together. So, can you think about us?", he asked getting up from my bed and leaving my room, so I can think and decide on what he just said.
I hope you are really liking my story so far!! I'm having super fun writing it!! So, what do you think is going to happen? Is she going to try for Niall? I will updates other Later tonight or Tomorrow!! Thanks!!