I thought that pain would always go away, but I'm starting to think that's not true. I miss Ashlynn like crazy, and I haven't been able to think straight since. She was my everything, and I'm starting to wonder how my life was before I met her.
I smell terrible from not showering, my curls are matted together, my breath smells bad,my teeth are starting to yellow, my clothes are dirty, my voice is crummy, my room is a mess, pizza scatters the floor with empty plates and dirty silverware from previous days. The list goes on and on. It's a proven point, that I'm a wreck without her.
Everyday, I've been sending her a text saying that I was sorry and I don't care whatever she was doing because I trust her that it was nothing serious. She never responds, but Ii know that she looks at them, so that's all that matters. I just hope she knows that I love her and I want her back. I want her to know I didn't mean to hurt her, and I let my emotions get the best of me.
Then, I saw a familiar person standing in my doorway to my bedroom. It was Louis, wearing dark jeans, a red t-shirt with white stripes and a black beanie dangling from the back of his head.
" There you are", Louis said standing still in the doorway as I lay still under the covers groaning. " dude, I know you're sad, but that doesn't mean you just sit here in you're bed, sleeping and eating all day long", Louis said coming towards me and sitting on the edge of my bed.
" You don't understand, I don't even know what to do", I say feeling pathetic and trying to sit up in my really comfy bed.
" Then, let me help you get back on track", Louis says supporting and helping me big time " First of all, your going to go take a shower", he contiuned holding his nose with two fingers.
" Enough said", I say getting up from bed and heading towards my bedroom. I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I stripped down and stepped in the shower that sprayed out hot water. I let the water run through my hair and down chest all the way to my feet.
I started the engine on my corvette and pushed my foot on the gas pedal. It sped around many corners and I flipped the blinker turning right at least 20 times. I finally pushed the blinker down and turned right for the final time. I pulled my little car into the driveway and pulled stick shift into park. I couldn't wait to finally tell Niall my decision. I felt bad for letting him wait for so long.
I walked up the steps to his doorway and runs the small circular doorbell. Seconds later, a blonde haired familiar boy stood in front of me a smile plastered on his cute little face.
" Yes", I whispered.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and spun me around off the ground making me feel a little dizzy.
" I love you, Ashlynn Brooksfield", he whispered in my ear as he set me back on the ground and kissed me passionately on the lips.