Help Me?

Hi my name is Giavana but call me Gia. I am suicidal. I've tried to kill myself 3 times and failed. I also cut. It's like a addiction and I can't stop. My parents died when I was 5 so now I live in a orphanage where everyone hates me. And one more thing. Music is my life. What happens when Niall saves her? What happens when she meets a girl named Sophia? Is it good or bad news?

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16. Sick

I want to say a MAJOR thank you to Grace Ann Bafundo for giving me an idea for this chapter!!! Thank you so much! Anyways back to the story...

*Gia's POV*

Two weeks after birthday party...

Yesterday I got my license and I love my new car. Before I got my license Niall helped me get used to driving. I've been sick since 4 am this morning. Niall has been there with me the whole time. I just thought it was food poisoning but the weird thing is that Niall and I had the same food and he didn't get sick. Niall and the boys left for a early interview 20 minuets ago. Then I started to think. On the night of my birthday Niall and I did it... If you know what I mean. We were having so much fun if isn't even notice if he was using protection or not. I walked over to my bed and got out my laptop. I searched symptoms of pregnancy. The most common resulted were morning sickness and a missed period. We'll I had morning sickness and come to think of it I am late. I called Eleanor for her to come over. She was coming soon so I started getting ready. But first I turned on music. Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie came on. One of my favorites!

Da Da Da Da

The smell of your skin lingers on me, now

You're probably on your flight back to your hometown

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've gotta get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone

I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown

Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've gotta get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

(Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry)

Like a little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and UNO cards

I'll be your best friend

And you'll be my, valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I wanna hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late and dark outside

I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity yeah

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've gotta get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry

Da da da da da da

*sorry this is a short chapter but somehow it deleted all of it even the lyrics that I typed and I had to retype everything sooo. Uggggg*

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