Help Me?

Hi my name is Giavana but call me Gia. I am suicidal. I've tried to kill myself 3 times and failed. I also cut. It's like a addiction and I can't stop. My parents died when I was 5 so now I live in a orphanage where everyone hates me. And one more thing. Music is my life. What happens when Niall saves her? What happens when she meets a girl named Sophia? Is it good or bad news?


11. day out with the girls!

I opened the door and told the boys bye. Today I was going shopping with Perry, Eleanor, and Sophia. I got in the car and turned on the radio. Beautiful by Christina Aguilera come on:

Every day is so wonderful

Then suddenly it's hard to breathe.

Now and then I get insecure

From all the pain, I'm so ashamed.

I am beautiful no matter what they say.

Words can't bring me down.

I am beautiful in every single way.

Yes, words can't bring me down... Oh no.

So don't you bring me down today.

To all your friends you're delirious,

So consumed in all your doom.

Trying hard to fill the emptiness.

The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone.

is that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down....oh no

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down, oh, no

So don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do

(no matter what we do)

No matter what we say

(no matter what we say)

We're the song inside the tune

Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go

(and everywhere we go)

The sun will always shine

(the sun will always, always shine)

And tomorrow we might wake on the other side

We are beautiful no matter what they say

Yes, words won't bring us down, no, no

We are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring us down, oh, no

So don't you bring me down today

Oh, yeah, don't you bring me down today, yeah, ooh

Don't you bring me down ooh... today

We were all singing our hearts out. After the song ended we arrived at the shopping center. First we went to Hollister. We looked around and I found this denim looking material with white polka-dits in it. It also has a thin bright pink belt. I absolutely loved it. I told the girls that I was going to go into the dressing room. I tried it on and went outside of the dressing room. The girls gasped.

"Wow that looks amazing on you Gia!!!" Eleanor said

"Thanks do you guys think I should buy it?" I asked

"Well of course you look amazing!" Perry said

"Ya you really should buy it" Sophia added

"Ok I will!" I went to the cash resister and paid for it. We left and decided that we got lunch. We ended up going to subway because we couldn't agree on a place to eat. After eating we got our nails done. I had little white flowers with a coral background on my nails. When we were done with that we did a little more shopping and then left. The girls dropped me off and then when I opens the door I saw the biggest surprise...

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