I woke up to see Harry beside me asleep I quickly check if I was dressed. I sneak out of Harry's apartment and go to my house. I took a shower since I smelled like alcohol. and get dressed to go visit Lauren. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=108231711 when I got to Lauren's house she was on the couch watching T.V. I sat next to her and stared in the T.V. OMFG me and Harry were on T.V. it showed pictures of us in Starbucks and the night club. Lauren turned around with the hugest grin on her face that creep me out. Then I got a text from Harry it said " hey Cam your going with me to the VMA'S" then Lauren said " who was that?" still with the creepy grin on her face "Harry" I responded " what did he said?" " I'm going to the VMA's with him" "cool, by the way where performing in the VMA's" "cool, what song?" " better together ( from there album better together) then Lauren said " I'm definitely picking your dress for the VMA's, come on!" then she dragged me to her car then we headed to the mall. she picked out my outfit and makeup for the VMA's http://www.polyvore.com/hollywood/set?id=108219633 I put everything on and headed to Harry's apartment. he looked amazing (hot) "you to" Harry said "WAIT did I said that out loud?" "yeah" DAMN IT! I said that out loud then we got in the limo when we got there I freaked out then Harry held my hand and said "it will fine I'll be there for you" "thank you" I said. When we were on the carpet we answered some questions a lot of them were " are you two dating?" well we answered "yes" me and my girls performed better together and one direction sang " Best song ever" after that I HAD to spent the night at Harry's so I went to my house to get some clothes. then I drive back to Harry's and got out of my dress and put new clothes onhttp://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=108235880 I asked Harry where I was supposed to sleep he said with him which made me uncomfortable. then when I was pushed into his room he pushed me onto his bed he got on top of me and started kissing and sucking my neck I told him to stop but he wouldn't soon he wanted to take my sweatshirt off then I started telling him to stop and that I wasn't ready for it but he ignore me kept forcing me to kiss him he was about to take my panties off when I pushed him off then he pushed me against the wall and yelled " YOU BITCH I OWN YOU NOW" then I broke down crying he threw me on the bed and took my panties off and slipped on a condom and thrust into me it became pain soon I blacked out.