21. NO MORE DIANA!!!
I haven't wrote to one direction for a long time because I've missed so much school I had to catch up if I want to pass my junior year. I feel bad but I have to, I don't have time to write them right now.
I was working on a chemistry project up in my room when my phone started to blow up with tweets. I was so confused cause I never got tweets... I decided to take a break from my school work and look at them. While I scrolling through them I started to feel some tears forming in my eyes. I read tweets like 'nice job slut. You got their attention!' Or 'way to go attention seeker.' The one that made me hate myself though is 'they only wrote back because they feel bad for you and you can be their new charity case' I couldn't stand it anymore! All this hate! How did anyone find out anyways!? I never told anyone they wrote me back. I got up from my bed and went to get the glass in my drawer. Right when I pulled my shirt up I looked at my door and saw 5 people at my door just looking at me. I had tears in my eyes and I just looked at them in shock because they were just standin there.
We drove to Diana's house and we knocked on the door. Her mom answered the door and looked surprised to see us. "Hello Ms Winter we are one direction and we were wondering if your daughter Diana was here?" Liam asked her. "Ya she's up in her room doin homework. Please come in" we all went in her house "what a lovely home you guys have" Zayn said. "Oh why thank you. Diana is in her room upstairs first door to the right" she said and showed us to the stairs. We nodded and went upstairs. We herd music going off and I think it was our Take Me Home album. We knocked on the door and no one answered. We all looked at each other I just shrugged and walked in the others walked in after me. Right when we walked in I saw Diana with glass in her hand, tears in her eyes, and her shirt pulled up. You could see a lot of scars on her stomach.
Diana and I held eye contact and after awhile I walked up to her and slowly took the glass from her and she immediately started to cry. I handed the glass to Louis and just comforted her. "Shhh it's okay. You don't need to do that" I said while rubbing her back. She snuggled and looked at me "y-yea I do. It becomes t-too much for me" "your stronger then that I know you are" she just shook her head. "I can't" "yes you can." "No I really can't do it. I've tried stoppin before but it takes the pain away." "I know but it's better to face it then run away from it." "I know but running from it is easier to do." "I know it is trust me on that. Have you told your mum yet?" She shook her head again. "No I got to scared and I chickened out..." I looked at the others and Niall came by us. "Do you want us to be there with you?" "I don't want to tell her though." "Diana you don't have a choice anymore. Either you tell her or we will." Louis said. "No please don't!" "Diana no mor cutting. If you stop for good we won't tell, if you cut one more time we will tell your mum." Liam said. "How will you guys know if I cut again?" "We are staying here with you for awhile" "you mean in my house?" "Yup ma'am" "what about when I'm at school?" She said while raising an eyebrow. "One of us will go with you each day. We will get a visitors pass and go with you." "So basically I have no choice?" "Exactly" "alright fine." She wiped her tears away and went to her bed. "What are you doing?" I asked "well if I'm goin to school tomorrow I might as well get my homework done." We all sat on her bed. "Whose good at chemistry here?" I said looking around to the boys. "Well I'm like one of the only ones who finished high school.." Louis said "good help her with her homework then. Because I'm bored!" Everyone laughed and Louis helped her with her homework.
While she was doing her homework she told us what her school is like and we talked to her about the UK. We also talked about how fans might be surrounding her house and school for the next few days.
She finished her homework around 10pm and you could tell she was really tired because her eyes were red. "So where are you guys sleeping?" She asked yawning. "Here at your house." I said. "Oh well the guest room is down the hall." She pointed to towards the hall she was talking about. "Nope we are all sleeping in your room." "But there isn't enough room..." "We'll make room. Some of us will sleep on the floor and some in your bed." Louis said. "Alright fine" "Niall and I will take her bed with you and the rest of you get her floor." I said. We all agreed that was a good idea and got ready for bed.
At 11 we all said goodnight and turned off the lights and went to sleep.