14. Getting letters
After school today (and like always was just a terrible day) I got home and started to do my usual after school routine. I get home, go up to my room and do homework. Well today I decided to check the mail, I don't know why I never really do. But I guess after that letter I got I've been checking the mail more often.
When I got the mail I looked through them, bills, bills, more bills, and the last one in the pile was. I couldn't believe it but they wrote to me.. AGAIN! I was so happy! I ran up to my room and read them.
By the time I was done reading them I began to feel a little more confident to tell my mom. I mean maybe it would be a good thing to do. I sat on my bed for the longest time thinking about this. How could I tell her? I couldn't just walk up to her and be like 'oh mom I need to you that I'm bullied at school and I cut.' Like ya right! There isn't an easy way to bring it up. I'm a junior in high school. This has been happening since I was a freshmen. And plus I got held back so technically I'm a senior.
I got up and paced the floor for a bit. I made up my mind that I didn't want to tell my mom because I was afraid of what she would think of me. I'm gonna wait and see what happens. Ya that's what I'll do. I'll wait.